PLEASE R E A D. I DONT CARE IF YOU ARE LAZY OR UNMOTIVATED. THIS IS SERIOUSLY IMPORTANT.
hello fellow wattpaders (ugh i'm so lame)
wow. i feel like a ghost. i know you guys have to have some interest in me and i've gotten a few messages in the past five days or so but i just feel unconnected to this website now. i'm still in love with writing and the concept of literature but my lack of motivation is horrendous.
i'm not in love with 'silent' anymore, loves. i wish i was but i don't like it very much recently. i'm so close to deleting it or passing the idea on to someone more capable of caring for it.
i'm writing this new book, "five seconds of winter," and it'll be posted on my backup acc: @smil-e
i really like how it's gonna play out and all. it'd be great if you would keep posted on it and stuff. yknow. like you used to when i was actively writing 'silent.'
i will write more of 'little things' when i can, because i do love the idea it's just so hard to find time nowadays. (my mom would disagree but it's my perspective on my life so i do feel pressured and focused on other things that aren't writing.)
i can't say i'm deleting this account; too many people i care for and too many memories i could never abandon. but i will be taking a break, okay? like i did last summer. like i need to do now. it's just for different reasons.
thank you to anyone who read all of this. i wanted to say a short goodbye, but it kind of spilt all over into this hideous beast of large and scary paragraphs.
i love you guys, even the ones that don't talk to me. thank you for reading and following and loving. it means so much to me.
well, bye. x
