@ssweet-decadence
I’m trying to write more for Sticks and Stones. Thanks to those who wait for me and genuinely love, appreciate my writing. I’m thankful for the respect. It’s been super hard with my mental health lately, and I just go through a lot. I can’t rush my writing otherwise it’s slop—even though it’s all I want to do, and I can’t stand it when I’m not writing. I want it to be something I’m proud of, even when I’m super hard on myself.
Do you miss me?
YESS SO BAD!! But i do understand that u need breaks sometimes so im being patient!
Yes!!! your writing and messaging with the story definitely help, art, the world feels so cruel it’s nice to see someone who writes a part of their soul so earnestly and connects.
I’m gonna put HAYT back up, I’m just experiencing a lot of anxiety and self hatred about the book, so when that’s over it’s going back up. Don’t panic if you don’t see it there—the old version.
@ssweet-decadence I thought we might get a Christmas chapter on actual Christmas, but when I read your note at the end of the last chapter, I realised it probably isn’t happening right now. And that’s completely okay. I just hope you know that your readers absolutely support you. We care about you more than we care about a posting schedule. Please take care of yourself first. Everything else will come naturally when you’re ready. You know, it always amazes me how the really bad writers on this app, or even those who’ve published books, never seem to doubt themselves. They just post whatever and move on. Meanwhile, the genuinely talented authors like you are always anxious. I guess it’s because you put so much effort into your work, and you’re trying to write not just a story for entertainment but something that matters, something that carries important messages. You want it to be as good as possible, if not perfect. We love your books. And we love you for the heart you put into it. You have all our support on this journey, however long it takes, however many pauses you need. We’re not going anywhere. Just please be gentle with yourself. Remind yourself that you’re truly one of the best authors on this app!
Candy exists in an alternate universe and is getting dicked down rn by Lauren—if we’re going on the basis of energy never being created nor destroyed and there existing infinite universes or timelines. And that comforts me to know.
I need to film this man. I’m going crazy not seeing Candy on a screen yet.
Guys, I’m not updating those books anymore. I explained a lot here and Patreon why.
The way I’m so excited to be doing first person POV for the first time in Sticks and Stones with Catalina, Blaire, Lauren, Camila, Sabrina, and María. Whole different ballgame—you’re in their heads all the time.
Gonna finish HAYT? while I’m staying at the epilepsy center. LMAO. Started this trilogy in hospitals, ending it at a hospital. Fantastic.
@avocado40Boss Tell me about it. It’s super frustrating. My seizures can be so bad, and I can just pass away any day from them unexpectedly, and the fact that I’m always alone sometimes scares me. But I hope that this time I’ll get what I need and am on the way to being seizure free.
I hope u get thru this steadily and with care, places like that can be very intimidating as a patient so I hope you get the best care possible.
The upcoming Carina scenes have my hearttt MY FUCKING HEART
Me writing the storyline that I am now because I’m fed the fuck up with the housing crisis everywhere and cannot stand billionaires, but wish one existed just like Lauren. IM TIRED. TIRED OF THE MISHANDLING AND ABUSE OF WEALTH.
I love Lauren but you wasn’t about to remain that kind of billionaire bby I know you will always be a shark but it’s time to be the shark that eats the other ones
hiiii aj! i logged in to this ghost town of an app after 5 months just to tell you i love u and hope life is treating you well. im alwaus glad to see your account is still up (sometimes im scared ur going to delete it, which is understandable because everyone is so uninteractive and i myself is guilty of that lol). anyways sorry for the yap but just felt like the holy spirit was telling me to type this. have a nice night or day <33
Hi, thank you for the message, it’s good to have. It’s interesting you said the Holy Spirit told you to type this, because I’ve been getting that lately and it’s at a needed time in my life where there’s too much horror and tragedy and misery more than good. So thank you. I appreciate it. I hope you’re doing well.
First of all, Jenna Ortega would make a fantastic Catalina. Because whenever Catalina and Blaire’s story comes (one book) I’m casting her idc.
