Thank you everyone for everything, I had a really fun time in this community but as I have been let down by many of you, I will now leave one in for all. Various events with people in the community have made my overall mental health deteriorate and when I'm finally better I get dragged down once again. I think it also is in part because I'm not important to anyone at all that no matter how hard I try but that's a story for another day.
Excluding everything else, this community has treated me great and I appreciate everyone who has supported me and interacted with me but I think I may need to get away from this part of the internet for a while.
May you have a happy every after, regards : Cecilia