st4rstrvkk-p0ssvmzz

its 5:21AM lmao kill me

st4rstrvkk-p0ssvmzz

i havent slept yet
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OH MY FUCKING GOD
          
          
          I JUST REALIZED WHY IVE BEEN DIZZY ALL DAY BHYTYUV
          
          
          I FORGOT TO EAT ANYTHING TODAY AND MY BODY DIDNT TELL ME THAT I SHOULD EAT SO I JUST WENT MORE THAN AN ENTIRE DAY WITHOUT EATING
          
          
          why didnt i feel hungry
          
          
          damn. ill just eat during christmas dinner lol
          
          
          
          
          
          also, it is 4:09 :)

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i just realized that im not involved in any of the conflicts in my friend group besides what happened between me and my friend toby (im pretty sure the conflicts resolved now since we talked like we would before any of the conflict happened)
          
          thats because im a people pleaser and ig im just able to see both sides of an argument?? when they tell me abt a conflict between them and another friend i just dont have an opinion on the situation bc i dont want anyone to hate me lol

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everyday, i imagine a future where i can be with you.
          in my hand, is a pen that will write a poem of me and you.
          the ink flows down into a dark puddle-
          just move your hand! write the way into his heart :)
          but in this world of infinite choices..
          what will it take, just to find that special day?
          what will it take, just to find..
          that special day.
          
          have i found everybody a fun assignment to do today?
          when youre here, everything that we do is fun for them anyway.
          when i cant even read my own feelings..
          what good are words, when a smile says it all?
          and if this world wont write me an ending,
          what will it take just for me to have it all?
          
          [long pause]
          
          does my pen only write bitter words for those who are dear to me?
          is it love if i take you, or is it love if i set you free?
          the ink flows down into a dark puddle.
          how can i write love into reality?
          if i cant hear the sound of your heartbeat..
          what do you call love in your reality?
          and in your reality, if i dont know how to love you..
          
          ill leave you be.

st4rstrvkk-p0ssvmzz

song - your reality (from the game doki doki literature club)
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