madeline_al
HAIII <3
lol i remebr you! i saw you took your story down :(
i hope youre doin ok
\sending much luvv and good vibes ur way
byeeee
st7rKunle777
@madeline_al I’m curious to know—have you had any similar experiences or encounters with God? and how are you? I hope you’re doing well in every aspect and taking it easy. I appreciate you reaching out and checking in. Seriously! It means a whole lot to me. I didn’t think anyone would care or remember me honestly lol (which is understandable and absolutely ok). But I do appreciate it when someone reaches out or checks in. Makes my day honestly! Thank you and would love to hear about you and what you’ve been up to. God bless you ❤️
st7rKunle777
@madeline_al I thought it was harmless and normal but God revealed to me that it wasn’t and I was also hurting myself in the process by dismissing what He was saying and writing stories that did not produce any fruit but instead encouraged sin and a perverted mind. I never published the parts of the story that were vulgar and sexual in nature but behind the scenes, I had gotten so far into the story so it was a hard and troubling decision to make because I got attached to this fictional world and the characters as well. Which is crazy to even imagine but it’s the truth. I was operating out of brokenness but also projecting my own struggles with lust and instead of bringing my hurt and pain to God, I made this platform an idol and I used it to not only write secular stories that were sexual in nature but also read other creators books that had sexual themes and weren’t of God. I know this is a lot to take in and I do apologize for sorta dumping all of this on you. It is never my intention to make anyone feel uncomfortable or awkward but I felt encouraged to share but I can definitely understand how this can be a lot of process or take in. So I do apologize for that and hope that I didn’t make you feel uncomfortable or at a loss for words
st7rKunle777
@madeline_al I am doing well, thanks! Taking it one day at a time. The story no longer exists and I definitely wrestled to take it down but the story did not serve God or His children. It was not His will for me nor did it glorify Him (I learned this along the way.) I felt convicted but in a way that was nudging me to learn, understand and take a different approach. In a way that encouraged me to see a different perspective. I tried ignoring that conviction even when I knew that it was good and knew that it was for the best. This conviction was ultimately looking out for me but also for others on this platform. God didn’t want anyone to be led astray and He didn’t want me to encourage sin or dwell in it. He came to set the captives free and here I was writing a story that would feed and nurture brokenness, addictions, afflictions and so much more.
