stArboiiiz

I think living 16 years is enough. 
          	You get tired from your family picking on you.
          	The jokes. "Haha even your friend has better skill than you" "Lol- maybe eat less chips and youll look normal"
          	...gee thanks, thank you so much mom. Then even the slightest argument leads to "my childhood no one gave a sh!t" well then why do you act like your mother. Both my moms, birth and adoptive mother, are so similar. one uses abuse, one uses mental abuse. 
          	You get numb then tired. tired of everything. Tired of getting pushed around. push push push until you fall into that void. You cant breathe, you can just see the people you love but different versions. They hate you. You scream in the void to just beg for the pain to stop.
          	...sigh. Then you question if anything you did .. was worth it at all..
          	Oh well *shrugs* you just gotta keep smiling and moving on. Smile through the pain. Thats what I say.

stArboiiiz

I think living 16 years is enough. 
          You get tired from your family picking on you.
          The jokes. "Haha even your friend has better skill than you" "Lol- maybe eat less chips and youll look normal"
          ...gee thanks, thank you so much mom. Then even the slightest argument leads to "my childhood no one gave a sh!t" well then why do you act like your mother. Both my moms, birth and adoptive mother, are so similar. one uses abuse, one uses mental abuse. 
          You get numb then tired. tired of everything. Tired of getting pushed around. push push push until you fall into that void. You cant breathe, you can just see the people you love but different versions. They hate you. You scream in the void to just beg for the pain to stop.
          ...sigh. Then you question if anything you did .. was worth it at all..
          Oh well *shrugs* you just gotta keep smiling and moving on. Smile through the pain. Thats what I say.

b4d_d3c1s10n5

oooooh
          who are YOUUUuu and imma eat your entire profile

b4d_d3c1s10n5

@stArboiiiz YOU'RE SO WELCOME BRUV
            
            ME TOOOOOOOOOOooo
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stArboiiiz

@b4d_d3c1s10n5 
            TYSM!!!
            UHHH LETS SEE I GO THROUGH DEPRESSION AND THEN POOF HAPPY STAGE LMAO
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b4d_d3c1s10n5

@stArboiiiz the username is also peak
            so is the ones to your other accounts
            how do you do this
            how do I be this cool
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stArboiiiz

Im just gonna say it.
          Im ashamed of any adult who thinks treating immaturely is okay. Like you guys had 16 - 18 years to get mature. You are adults, and im ashamed that you show no maturity and your way older than me. You should be teaching other little kids that maturity is the important thing in this world. Also it is not my job to coddle you. Ill try to comfort but I wont sugarcoat sh!t.
          sorry yall im just pissed off right now lol

loveuYN

@stArboiiiz 
            Completely get this. 
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tokoforlife_2763

@stArboiiiz oh okay :D no problemm
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stArboiiiz

@tokoforlife_2763 
            nah its alright, thanks tho ^^
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stArboiiiz

I had to edit my Art/Drawing book, since the different fonts and stuff were bothering my ocd, so I decided Star patterns. So if you get announcements of me changing a lot of chapters, thats why lol.
          Check them out if you want ^^

DemonHellCat

Demon bro 

DemonHellCat

@stArboiiiz 
            Nothing just woke up and lazy ^•^
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