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@stabsongs WAAAAAR IS OOOVVVEEEERRR

@stabsongs 
            
            LET'S FUCKING GO

HELLO

okay,  damn.  guess  we're  just  gonna  let  it  ring,  huh?  which  sucks  because  the  sound  is  giving  me  anxiety.

(  @nyslash  )
            
            calum fucking prescott, you are absolutely  /not/  answering that!   don't you dare.

*   bekah  &&  ellie ,,  i  swear  i'll  try  to  be  active 

@stabsongs 
            
            //Hello (:

/  also someone make a sidney,,,   pspspspsps

(  @cheerslshed  )
            
            hell. fucking.  /no/ !!   [  abi looks entirely unimpressed, hands moving from her hips to grab the blonde's hands. ]   why would you even suggest that about yourself ?

(  @cheerslshed  )
            
            you think so ??   oh god, i am definitely overthinking this aren't i.  ( .. )   you  /are/  the the best fashionista i know. but maybe um, maybe the green one.  :)

(  @cheerslshed  )
            
            [  this catches abi's attention, making her lift her chin so that her eyes can rest on julie once more. ]    i did want help-  i do. i was just. .  too much of a coward to admit it. i didn't think that i deserved it. so i sat alone until i realised it was up to me to decide to change that.   [  it's a heavy confession that she's only weaved between handwritten lines and swirling melodies. she's only brought it up to sidney and dewey each once. ]    you have so much heart and so much love, jules. and the people you couldn't help…  you can't tear yourself apart over that.
            
            /  "the guilt of never being able to save him from himself"  what if i thought about jumping off of very tall somethings.

i’ve  learned  you  can’t  help  people  who  don’t  want  to  be  helped.  (  her  voice  is  thick  with  sadness.  maybe  she’s  projecting  her  guilt  onto  abi-  the  guilt  of  not  being  able  to  save   her  own  brother.  the  guilt  of  never  being  able  to  save  him  from  himself.  either  way,  she  needs  to  be  there  for  abi.  )  i  can’t  be  mad  at  you  for  how  you  deal  with  things.

(  @cheerslshed  )
            
            you're sweet, jules. but i -  [  abi's words hitch on a breathy sigh. her eyes fall into a downwards gaze, her head shaking lightly. ]   i don't know how much i can let you say that. i shut you out when all you've ever tried to do was help. 

@stabsongs 
            
            "I've heard a little about you, if that's not too weird to say. And, uh, thanks for the condolences, but it's not necessary."

(  @hiddenscreams  )
            
            i am indeed. . .  abigail, but i prefer abi.  ( .. )   i'm very sorry you've ended up stuck in all this, kid.

@stabsongs 
            
            //AND IT WORKED‼️

/  also we have this perfect edit to thank  :  https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGeKNGUCL/

/  i have to unleash the wolf guys she's awake and almost feral again

WAKE  WITH  YOUR  MEMORY,   @stabsongs :
            
            a  good  person  would  feel  worse  for  everything  i've  done.    {  the  kicker  of  it  all  makes  ellie-marie  feel  as  blood-soaked  as  her  reflection  shows  her  to  be,   her  fingers  bruised  and  figure  still  stained  with  crimson.   she's  killed  before  and  if  she  has  to,   if  another  knife  ever  dares  to  become  the  third  who  crosses  ellie's  path  in  pursuit  of  her  family,   she'll  kill  again.   her  guilt  is  as  easy  to  drown  in  as  one  of  the  great  lakes,   blood  turning  the  water  the  damning  red  of  those  ellie  couldn't  protect.   god,  she's  still  a  killer,   but  she  would  do  it  again  and  wouldn't  regret  a  goddamn  second.   isn't  that  just  as  bad?   }    i  don't  know  what's  wrong  with  me.   i don't.   i  feel  evil,   i  do,   but  amber  and  quinn  hurt  you.   hurt  everyone.   ( .. )   i  can't  feel  sorry  if  i  protected  who  i  could.   it  feels  like  that  just  makes  it  so  much  worse.    {  the  worst  secret  in ellie's  arsenal  displays  itself  now,   voice  cracking  with  a  confession  that  will  likely  be  the  end  of  any  warmth  she  deserves.   she's  not  a  bad  person.   she's  not  a  violent  girl.   she's  not,   she's  not,  but  even  a  housecat  can  claw  without  remorse.    she  leans  into  the  touch  of  her  aunt  with  tears  clouding  baby  blue  eyes,   shaking  with  her  words.  }   i  don't  know  if  i  deserve  that  anymore.
            
            *   it's  always  so  weird  when  that  happens  but  this  response  went  crazy.    'the  moral  line  becomes  grayscale  when  your  hands  are  stained  with  blood'   what  the  HELL 

(  @ghostends-  )
            
            sunny. . .   [  it's a long, dark spiral of questioning that abigail would never wish on her little dove. a guaranteed clamp to wings that deserved to fly free from all of the pain. abi had spent too long trying to escape it to know that when the monsters come, you have to face them. unless you wish to become the monster. what is a good person ?  what is a bad person ?  the moral line becomes grayscaled when your hands are stained with blood. you still killed someone. even if you had to, so you wouldn't be the one who was killed. ]     you're not a  / bad /  person.   [  her tone is gentle in its assertion, a comforting arm slinging around ellie's shoulders. abi's hand rubs at her shoulder in an effort to soothe. ]    it sounds to me like you need to have a good old cry to that one taylor swift song called  'innocent.'  mm ?
            
            /  my sudden inspiration to reply Specifically To This and This Only is kinda crazy. sorry. but also,,  i made it !!   my brain did Something on here !!!