stabsongs
/ i should bring # her back too shouldn't i…
stabsongs
stabsongs
/ that's it. enough time has passed. i am retconning abigail prescott's death. dewey riley would NOT let her d word on his watch what was i thinking
nyslash
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do you wanna answer that, or should i... ? either way we're probably fucked.
nyslash
okay, damn. guess we're just gonna let it ring, huh? which sucks because the sound is giving me anxiety.
stabsongs
/ it's official. . . abigail prescott is alive and thriving in my brain ‼️ cb & drop i beg
cheerslshed
so, like- am i the problem here?
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( @cheerslshed ) hell. fucking. /no/ !! [ abi looks entirely unimpressed, hands moving from her hips to grab the blonde's hands. ] why would you even suggest that about yourself ?
cheerslshed
either one would look perfect! :D
stabsongs
( @cheerslshed ) you think so ?? oh god, i am definitely overthinking this aren't i. ( .. ) you /are/ the the best fashionista i know. but maybe um, maybe the green one. :)
cheerslshed
you’ve never let me down.
stabsongs
( @cheerslshed ) [ this catches abi's attention, making her lift her chin so that her eyes can rest on julie once more. ] i did want help- i do. i was just. . too much of a coward to admit it. i didn't think that i deserved it. so i sat alone until i realised it was up to me to decide to change that. [ it's a heavy confession that she's only weaved between handwritten lines and swirling melodies. she's only brought it up to sidney and dewey each once. ] you have so much heart and so much love, jules. and the people you couldn't help… you can't tear yourself apart over that. / "the guilt of never being able to save him from himself" what if i thought about jumping off of very tall somethings.
cheerslshed
i’ve learned you can’t help people who don’t want to be helped. ( her voice is thick with sadness. maybe she’s projecting her guilt onto abi- the guilt of not being able to save her own brother. the guilt of never being able to save him from himself. either way, she needs to be there for abi. ) i can’t be mad at you for how you deal with things.
stabsongs
( @cheerslshed ) you're sweet, jules. but i - [ abi's words hitch on a breathy sigh. her eyes fall into a downwards gaze, her head shaking lightly. ] i don't know how much i can let you say that. i shut you out when all you've ever tried to do was help.
hiddenscreams
"So you, uh, must be [...] one of the Prescotts, then?"
hiddenscreams
@stabsongs "I've heard a little about you, if that's not too weird to say. And, uh, thanks for the condolences, but it's not necessary."
stabsongs
( @hiddenscreams ) i am indeed. . . abigail, but i prefer abi. ( .. ) i'm very sorry you've ended up stuck in all this, kid.
stabsongs
/ me when i single-handedly work to revive the scream fandom
ghostends-
i don't ,, think ,, that i'm a good person, auntie.
ghostends-
WAKE WITH YOUR MEMORY, @stabsongs : a good person would feel worse for everything i've done. { the kicker of it all makes ellie-marie feel as blood-soaked as her reflection shows her to be, her fingers bruised and figure still stained with crimson. she's killed before and if she has to, if another knife ever dares to become the third who crosses ellie's path in pursuit of her family, she'll kill again. her guilt is as easy to drown in as one of the great lakes, blood turning the water the damning red of those ellie couldn't protect. god, she's still a killer, but she would do it again and wouldn't regret a goddamn second. isn't that just as bad? } i don't know what's wrong with me. i don't. i feel evil, i do, but amber and quinn hurt you. hurt everyone. ( .. ) i can't feel sorry if i protected who i could. it feels like that just makes it so much worse. { the worst secret in ellie's arsenal displays itself now, voice cracking with a confession that will likely be the end of any warmth she deserves. she's not a bad person. she's not a violent girl. she's not, she's not, but even a housecat can claw without remorse. she leans into the touch of her aunt with tears clouding baby blue eyes, shaking with her words. } i don't know if i deserve that anymore. * it's always so weird when that happens but this response went crazy. 'the moral line becomes grayscale when your hands are stained with blood' what the HELL
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( @ghostends- ) sunny. . . [ it's a long, dark spiral of questioning that abigail would never wish on her little dove. a guaranteed clamp to wings that deserved to fly free from all of the pain. abi had spent too long trying to escape it to know that when the monsters come, you have to face them. unless you wish to become the monster. what is a good person ? what is a bad person ? the moral line becomes grayscaled when your hands are stained with blood. you still killed someone. even if you had to, so you wouldn't be the one who was killed. ] you're not a / bad / person. [ her tone is gentle in its assertion, a comforting arm slinging around ellie's shoulders. abi's hand rubs at her shoulder in an effort to soothe. ] it sounds to me like you need to have a good old cry to that one taylor swift song called 'innocent.' mm ? / my sudden inspiration to reply Specifically To This and This Only is kinda crazy. sorry. but also,, i made it !! my brain did Something on here !!!