stanbapexo

@MhmYesRightThere oh my god love I feel the same :((( it’s so hard dealing with this and I have to pretend to be okay everyday when in reality it still hurts

@stanbapexo Me too... I just got home from work and saw that SM released his mv. For 2 minutes and 59 seconds it felt like he was trully still in this world.... I dont know how to handle this im already in tears... Im scared to listen to the full album... It'll be the last time i hear new words from him im not ready for that it hurts so much i wish i could wake up and find out it was all a terrible dream i wish i could have him back i wish he didnt have to stuggle through life like he did this is so damn painful and people around me just dont understand and are trying to make light of the situation just because to them he was some person on the other side of the world... They dont get how much i loved him and his music they see it as some 'obssession' and cant understand why i would even be so depressed about everything thats happened its so frustrating and heartbreaking... It feels as though ive lost a brother and no one around me cares or understands or expects me to care so much 

and ily wtf sjdjdh

@SEXUALGAYS I’m such trash it’s understandable sjdjjss

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@SEXUALGAYS I feel honored fuck jsdjndd

@SEXUALGAYS bitch I love yours sjdjdjdl