lowkey gonna cry :)
mention of death in this message
a staff member at my school died on Tuesday. we found out on Wednesday. a lot of people took it hard and cried, i didnt take it that hard. until i found out the reason(which i wont share on here) but even then, i didnt cry. because i've learned to bottle up my emotions. now im honestly just trying to process. i found out how they died today. its over my local news. i cant escape it. i cant shake the feeling that im going to cry. i cant stop feeling like they were important to me even though i talked to them like one or two times. i just cant stop thinking about how their family felt. finding out the reason. finding them dead in the morning. rest in peace officer. i hope you find peace in the afterlife.
