matpat quiets
I'm silently sobbing rn. but not in a sad way, I mean OK the end its just how life is. change. I'm happy actually, he's a dad, our old man consequences, I hope he will be doing alright then.
[its also good that he told us who is gonna cover which channel and what he's gonna do now 'kinda'. im happy for him]
, it's comforting to know he's been there and watching us grow up, but it's also sad to see a comfort person go. change will always be terrifying but everything comes to an end and we can be happy to have been a part of it all and the positive effect it had on us and him :)