Hi everyone,
It’s been almost 10 months since I last logged in, and I owe you all an apology for my long absence. Life took a very different turn for me this year — from December 2024 until now, it has been a series of challenges and uncertainties that have truly tested my strength.
I’ve been struggling with severe depression and anxiety and have been undergoing therapy to heal and manage it. Things became even harder when I was diagnosed with uterine fibroids — non-cancerous but still deeply painful. And during my follow-up, I learned that I have an autoimmune disorder called Systemic Lupus (SLE). If you’re not familiar with it, I encourage you to look it up — it’s complicated and, at times, very painful.
After much thought, I’ve decided to delete all my books from this account. There won’t be any further updates. Some stories didn’t get their endings — and maybe, in a way, this is mine. Writing has always been my therapy, my escape… but lately, even words feel heavy. When the thing that once healed you starts to hurt, maybe it’s time to let go — at least for a while.
To everyone who supported me, hyped me up, left kind comments, and believed in my words — thank you from the deepest part of my heart. Your love made this journey brighter than I ever imagined.
I’ll be deleting the books in the next two days. Please take care of yourselves — of your hearts, your peace, your light. Keep shining, my buttercups.
This chapter may be closing, but I’m leaving with gratitude and love. Maybe someday, if life allows, I’ll find my words again. Until then, take care and keep reading the world beautifully.
With all my love,
– Malik Kainat aka Starbts07
