starbts07

Hi everyone,
          	
          	It’s been almost 10 months since I last logged in, and I owe you all an apology for my long absence. Life took a very different turn for me this year — from December 2024 until now, it has been a series of challenges and uncertainties that have truly tested my strength.
          	
          	I’ve been struggling with severe depression and anxiety and have been undergoing therapy to heal and manage it. Things became even harder when I was diagnosed with uterine fibroids — non-cancerous but still deeply painful. And during my follow-up, I learned that I have an autoimmune disorder called Systemic Lupus (SLE). If you’re not familiar with it, I encourage you to look it up — it’s complicated and, at times, very painful.
          	
          	After much thought, I’ve decided to delete all my books from this account. There won’t be any further updates. Some stories didn’t get their endings — and maybe, in a way, this is mine. Writing has always been my therapy, my escape… but lately, even words feel heavy. When the thing that once healed you starts to hurt, maybe it’s time to let go — at least for a while.
          	
          	To everyone who supported me, hyped me up, left kind comments, and believed in my words — thank you from the deepest part of my heart. Your love made this journey brighter than I ever imagined.
          	
          	I’ll be deleting the books in the next two days. Please take care of yourselves — of your hearts, your peace, your light. Keep shining, my buttercups. 
          	
          	This chapter may be closing, but I’m leaving with gratitude and love. Maybe someday, if life allows, I’ll find my words again. Until then, take care and keep reading the world beautifully.
          	
          	With all my love,
          	– Malik Kainat aka Starbts07

starbts07

@Stawberrieee ameen, you are such considerate and that is so sweet..may allah bless you with everything you dream fir.
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starbts07

@holfin you guys are on some mission to make me cry???yup, lets take it as a long holiday, sounds good?? i will do my best to bounce back and would write something amazing, hopefully.Until then, stay bless love. you made my day.
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starbts07

@baepixie sweet heart, never knew words could do magic in a way that it would make me think twice about my decision...your words brought so much comfort to my heart, thank you...stay bless
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shivanimathur

@starbts07 Understandable if you dont wanna write anymore. Health comes first ofcourse. But let the account be. Let the stories be. They might mean nothing to you but for some of us, they make us smile.
          
          You want to let go, sure, please go ahead. But let us hold on. Dont make us let go as well.

shivanimathur

@starbts07 I can finally breathe ! Yes, thank you !
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starbts07

@shivanimathur the books are everything for me sweety , otherwise i would not have stayed up all night to write one single chapter...and i understand your feelings, so yeah i wont delete, sounds good?
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SahilSahil691

It's ok please take care of yourself and please i request you don't delete the story's please maybe you are not able to post again but plzzzzzzz don't delete your book it's really nice and escape from the cruel world reality sometimes you hurt but you don't have some one to talk then i am reading the old my favourites stories and your story's one of my favourites stories so please don't delete your story's i request you plzzzzzzzzzz

starbts07

@SahilSahil691 that so sweet of you...okay i will give it a thought...lots of love to you, stay bless.
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starbts07

Hi everyone,
          
          It’s been almost 10 months since I last logged in, and I owe you all an apology for my long absence. Life took a very different turn for me this year — from December 2024 until now, it has been a series of challenges and uncertainties that have truly tested my strength.
          
          I’ve been struggling with severe depression and anxiety and have been undergoing therapy to heal and manage it. Things became even harder when I was diagnosed with uterine fibroids — non-cancerous but still deeply painful. And during my follow-up, I learned that I have an autoimmune disorder called Systemic Lupus (SLE). If you’re not familiar with it, I encourage you to look it up — it’s complicated and, at times, very painful.
          
          After much thought, I’ve decided to delete all my books from this account. There won’t be any further updates. Some stories didn’t get their endings — and maybe, in a way, this is mine. Writing has always been my therapy, my escape… but lately, even words feel heavy. When the thing that once healed you starts to hurt, maybe it’s time to let go — at least for a while.
          
          To everyone who supported me, hyped me up, left kind comments, and believed in my words — thank you from the deepest part of my heart. Your love made this journey brighter than I ever imagined.
          
          I’ll be deleting the books in the next two days. Please take care of yourselves — of your hearts, your peace, your light. Keep shining, my buttercups. 
          
          This chapter may be closing, but I’m leaving with gratitude and love. Maybe someday, if life allows, I’ll find my words again. Until then, take care and keep reading the world beautifully.
          
          With all my love,
          – Malik Kainat aka Starbts07

starbts07

@Stawberrieee ameen, you are such considerate and that is so sweet..may allah bless you with everything you dream fir.
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starbts07

@holfin you guys are on some mission to make me cry???yup, lets take it as a long holiday, sounds good?? i will do my best to bounce back and would write something amazing, hopefully.Until then, stay bless love. you made my day.
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starbts07

@baepixie sweet heart, never knew words could do magic in a way that it would make me think twice about my decision...your words brought so much comfort to my heart, thank you...stay bless
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