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im planning to write a short story.. Question, itutuloy ko ba? Helppp

Years ago, i knew i had to pick a choice. I started relying on something saying that i still have time to think it over. I put my attention to studying and ever since I started schooling, the starve of victory hasn't left my limbs. I did not settle for less so in every performance, i gave my best. Because in that way, i would not regret the minutes i spent on resting rather than studying. I wanted to be busy. I wanted to overwork. Maybe because i was hardworking, or maybe.... I don't want to have 'the time' to think over things. For years, i kept myself occupied.
          
          This attitude extends to highschool. I discovered happiness when i dance. How amazed i was when i first heard my coach said that i'd be a strong dancer if i train. So i undergone training and joined competitions here and there. The feeling of competing gives me chills mixed with eagernes and greed. I want to win. I want to step up and improve. At first, i experienced losing but it made me want to fight even more. I joined a lot of competitions and fought with a lot of groups already. I got excused from classes a lot of times too. And i had trouble balancing the two of them- Studying and Dancing. It was way harder than balancing two glasses placed on each ends of a thin wood. I can't sacrifice one. When night i study, not sleep. When day i sleep, not study. It went like that for like half a year of my junior year. But no protests, i like what im doing.
          
          Everything happens for a reason. Even if i lose hope once in a while, if i get lost in this knotty world, if i lose track of my path, i still think that God has plans for me. If God is wonderful enough to have snowflakes designed with detailed traces, i can trust Him hundred percent even if i don't know the risks and hudrdles i may take.
          
          
          

Then i realize, it was fake. He was fake :)))

I always strive for something best but di ko alam what keeps me on fighting since i was in my elementary up til now in my final yr in junior high. Kahit na i do not really get the best of everything, i always want to give my all. It's just.... sad. Ngayon ko lang siya nakita, i couldve been the best version of myself. I shouldve done the bestest of best. What if i tried harder? What if di ko tinuloy ang panonood ng movies at 9pm in the evening and nagstudy nalang sana? I had the time. Buti i did not use it well. 

Tama na please gusto ko nalang magpahinga

Reality > Fantasy

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Kylaaaaa~

Can't this be done?

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