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TW for major health talk, religion/faith, hospitals, etc.
Hello, all. You’re probably wondering what hole I crawled into! :) Well, in short, it was a shit hole /lh
If this is not the update you wanted, I’m sorry. It seems I’m destined to break hearts, though mostly my own. I hope I can fight the war that’s been launched at me at Mach 30 (That’s 23,000 miles per hour).
My physical health has taken a sharp decline within the last year. Whatever God you believe in, believe me when I tell you that they wait for no one. Between hospitals and doctors, I’ve tried to find faith and grounding somewhere. But all I find in the books are empty words. But not the books you people write. And not my own writing.
I miss the person I was. The friends I had. And I will miss what could’ve been for eternity, regardless what god decides of me.
Much love, Stardust.