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I thought i was about to die . So few mins ago (around 4:55 am) , i heard a huge sound like um something falling from sky , i was like maybe its an aeroplane sound but it didnt sounded how aeroplane sounds .. im not sure how many secs it lasted but it felt like mins .. at first the sound wasnt much loud - but - as it goes on , it was getting LOUDER and LOUDER. After it ended , i waken up my dad - he is a lightsleeper , unfortunately he didnt woken up to that sound (tbh i wouldnt have waken up too , except im doing all nightout) . Idk what to say to him but i just told him to go to my balcony.. theres sounds coming from outside ... After that , he checked - i told him to see sky , everything was normalish. He said theres neighbors doing their early morning routine , everything is fine .. BRUH SERIOUSLY I ALMOST LOST MY SHIT COZ OF THAT SOUND!! AND NOW THERES MORE SMALL SOUNDS OUTSIDE , I HOPE ITS NOTHING BUT SOME AEROPLANE SOUNDS BUT AEROPLANE DOESNT MAKE THIS MANY SOUNDS UNDER 10 MINS

I need to sleep but cant bruh

Yayy my rank 454 yippee .. from yesterday morning , i got throat pain and cant even drink water .. later at evening i got cold and cant breathe properly.. during night i got lil fever temp . Today im getting headache too on top this . Gosh due to my broken nose i cant even breathe with this cold bruhh.. i decided not to get surgery on my broken nose coz it doesnt make my life hard unless i get cold/fever - even doctors said i can get the surgery if i want to (or else its fine to leave it like that) ..

I was tryna set my alarm to wake up (rn its 4:47 am lol) then theres my sleep analysis/stats . According to it im getting around 8 to 9ish hrs of sleep (somedays its below 4hrs and 1 day it almost reached 12hrs ) . But the thing past 1-2 months --every day im sleeping very late at night -nah shit its almost early morning whenever I went to sleep (some days i dont even sleep) . No wonder my hair started falling out more these days (it was getting good) . I have been wondering from many days that why am not sleeping early . Now this stats is like a kick to my gut bruh im gonna fix my sleep (i mean , i did fixed it few months ago but after finals etc , i was being a maniac and played games late nights coz theres no reason for me to be up early) ... gonna fix it and select some clgs to join for msc . Im gonna get my result for entrance exam tomorrow- oh shit its today (since its a new day) ... i d k  ... B R U H ... idk what really to expect..what will my rank result will be . Thousands of people also written this exam. Gosh its fine ig.
          Yeah ig

Soo on 10th i have written my entrance exam - online exam but have to go centre and multiple choice type , i thought i will get below 15 marks and fail . Because i didnt fucking studied anything at all like legit not even a single previous paper!! ... i used to (atleast) study night or before exam but this i havent done anything , just slept away with no worries . LMAO
          So today i got my result (not Rank) marks : 70 out of 100 ... I SERIOUSLY CANT BELIEVE I GOT THAT MUCH!!! Also i have reselected many times even when ik the right ones (i selected right ones at first) coz i got soo much confused like bro i could have gotten above 80 marks if i wasnt that confused!.
          Soo my friend cant believe when i say - i didnt studied at all , she thinks im lying coz i got 70 and dont believe me bruuhh . She studied some days before exam and She got 55 - i think thats why she thinks like that coz i didnt studied but got 70 and she studied but she got 55 ... when we wrote the test , i said paper was hard coz i didnt studied and she said the paper was easy (it was actually hard for me) she was like "u studied right" , i told her many times i didnt studied but she didnt believed me then & she doesnt believe me now!!! Idk how to make her believe bruh - i get good marks coz i dont even know how bro - ask my parents about my gaming addictions and how i just ignore studies and play whole day. But from past 1 and half month , my addiction decreased a lot after maintaining my Stop Gaming After 8:30 pm Rule .
          Ig if i actually studied then i would have gotten above 90 or maybe 100.

I got a very weird bad nightmare.
          I was eating food , then someone asked me where to get some food - i showed the place to another person. Then, i was at my clg for graduation just for pics and to get certificate. It seemed very weird like one time its was my teachers then someone else.. but not sure where to put the finger on it since i didnt know how to wake up from dream. He was asking us to put ur hands up , everyone did - after sometime my friend was asking me to put the hands down , then when i looked around everyone has there hands down - this happened a few times..So later, on a bike-a lil kid & someone? Unsure if he is big bro or not , talked to me-saying they will take me home since they need to buy food near the place i live. The lil kid convinced me and they seemed good , i wasn't sus..then he stopped bike near a 2 walls with small windows and facing eachother place and then a someone passed by us looking directly into eyes of that guy. Then another 3? Or some guys walked to other side of wall , saying u caught someone easily/well this girl i.e me!!! . Bro what the fuck shit - i ran to other side so fast. I had feeling if i cant get out now then i cant get out forever. Then maybe idk if the dreaming stopped here but my heart was beating so fucking fast. Then they followed me home , when i ran to my home - it was my old home, i instead of closing the main door coz they were already at main door , i ran inside and closer the bedroom door - Now the room looked like my new home. I remembered that my mom is still in home. Then i reopened the door - hoping they are gone , i saw my mom -she was looking so fucking scared . Ran to main door to close , then after looking at mom , i realized they are still somewhere hiding in my home. I ran as quickly as i can and grabbed her hand , took her to the bedroom and locked it.
          Here was the real wake up call - my heart was beating soo fucking fast like i did a running competition!

Never start exercise without warm ups . Rn i have knee pain T-T

Wattpad is so shit rn . I dont get notifications nor the app is working when i open it , it keep on saying network issue or unable to connect when its totally the app fault . I re-downloaded it and its saying the same thing bruh . It works on web but not on app ... 

My hairloss- its too tooo much rn . Im lossing handfull of hairs everyday . I have lost 3 patches today - gonna change my life habits , like bruh im really messing up my life with these nightouts and too much gaming and not sleeping or over sleeping every single day since i completed my final exams . I cant waste any more of my time from now . Gotta play maybe 1 or 2 matches in game a day , study well , wake up at 6 am ,  workout sessions at morning & evening, eat 2 eggs , get sunlight for a hr at morning , etc etc

Man its unbelievable that i completed my undergraduate degree . Now time for masters - its gonna take time considering i need to prepare well and good for my msc entrance exam