starfishhastentacles

AHHHHHHH I PASSED MY SEM 1 MSC EXAMS . 6.48 LETS GOO

D-2 : I got a posting in NICU , I unknownlingy - did - general counselling on a patient (since they only know 1 language which ik and my senior doesnt know that language. When i went to class - i asked my friends--No one from my freshers batch did general counselling But I Did - and it was bad , i didnt know how to talk or ask questions etc ... later this made me maniac thinking how im unfit for talking to ppl etc .. but i just told myself i will get good later and slept 
          
          D-3 : nothing much . Went to posting and had to stand for 2 hrs ig or 2.5
          
          D-4 : I did general counselling again because my senior thought the patients dont know her language but yeah they know - while talking my senior told me to continue with counselling so i did it . Then later my other superior senior came to check how is everything .. boom boom she told me to learn about diet counselling and tell about it to them tomorrow.. ahahahahah bbrbrbrhanfiwjsjsjsjdksbqkdndbdjwksk
          I will prepare for it -im not sure -i dont think im good . But yeah no one even got the chance to do the general counselling today too - my senior said they allowed them to do diet counselling at day 15 and im getting it done at day 5 (2 general on day 2 and day 4 hahahahaha)
          
          Today my seminar was there . I didnt studied and procrastinated and i went to doc for my knee issues and slept . So i learned about it in class . Then my jr. dt.mam scolded others since no one is saying it good nor prepared for it . Then afternoon i decided to give since, i will feel like not giving even tomo . I did mistakes in middle , said good morning when it was afternoon T-T . But i said something then ppl laughed sometimes idk what i even said!! . Then at the end --- everyone clapped aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .. then my friend told me - no ones claps when someone give seminar but they did it to u .. qhahahahhaahabhwhshtjeirnfbxjdnwwkkedndb

HHEHHEHEHHEEHHEHEHEHEHE
          TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF MY DIETITIAN/NUTRITION HOSPITAL INTERNSHIP . IT WAS ALL ABOUT UNDERSTANDING THE WARDS AND HOSPITAL STRUCTURE, HOW TO READ THE CHART , COUNSELLING INSTRUCTIONS AND HAD TO FREAKING READ 30 ABBREVIATIONS ALONG WITH A INVESTIGATION BRUHHHH ITS SOO HOT EVEN THO THERE WAS AC BUT AC IS NOT MUCH PRESENT IN THE SOME LOCATIONS.
          I THINK I CAN SURVIVE ( OKISH ) - SINCE IM DOING IT ONLY FOR 1 MONTH

From past almost 4 yrs - My laptop had a issue where game or anything which is heavy as games (chrome eats a lot of cpu usage) crashes and BSOD back to back .. i told my brother that it was RAM issue and everything is good -HE DIDNT BELIEVED ME.
          Then one day (3 yrs ago) - i realized one thing i can play games in 60 fps without them FULLY crashing (they do crash but reduce in bsod). AND I WAS SO SURE THAT ITS RAM ISSUE.
          Now to the present - almost 2 weeks ago - the laptop started crashing more and more while playing games - fps drop from 60 to 37 , even using edge or chrome was giving me bsod issues.
          I thought - Windows 11 security updates were fighting with my vanguard- which ended up some files corrupted (no , there was no corrupt files).
          I spent whole tuesday night fixing and clean installation of windows 11 from usb - then while updating drivers - I GOT A FUCKING BSOD - BOOM ITS RAM ISSUE!!!
          Then , I  - again did reinstall of windows 11!!! Because if i get bsod while updating drivers then they might get corrupted. Then after everything installed- i thought about windows 11 security updates which are a whole another problem - decided to install windows 10 T-T .. 
          On Wednesday, i made my bro open my laptop (he dont let me open it even tho ik how to) 
          

YAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAAY I GOT THE SLOT FOR INTERNSHIP AT MAY 15 .. YIPPPEEE - IM NOT THAT HAPPY SINCE ITS 9 TO 5 BUT AGAIN IM EXCITED TO FINALLY GET A REAL TASTE OF IT

I lost continously 7 times in a row to my brother while playing uno . Then he said he gonna go - i asked him to play 1 more - if i win then we will continue THEN I WON - but he said he has a power card which he didnt used so he wanna take back the cards (which he used previously) i said no and was happy .. then he went to his room because he wanna play with his friends 

SOMETHING CRAZY JUST NOW HAPPENED
          SO IM USING REDDIT. THEN I SAW A POST
          ABOUT A GUY PLAYING IN GOLD LOBBY
          WHILE HE IS BRONZE
          THEN HE SAID HE DOUBLE RANKED UP TO
          SILVER 2
          THEN POSTED PIC THAT HE IS IN PLAT +
          LOBBIES
          THEN BOOOOM
          I SAW A FAMILIAR NAME .. I WAS LIKE
          WAIT? IS THIS RANDOM GUY IN HIS GAME
          IS MY GAME FRIEND?
          THEN I WENT TO RIOT APP AND CHECKED
          UP MY GAME FRIENDS HISTORY
          THEN BOOM THIS RANDOM REDDIT GUY
          WAS LEGIT IN MY GAME FRIENDS LOBBY
          WOAH!!!!

Going home rn . Sem 1 Finals are over and imma fail those 4 subjects :')
          I got pratical exams (4) .. 2 on each day and on 13 and 15 . Hope imma pass them atleast 

Ok i fucked up my both exams . Todays exam - i went unprepared not even a unit . Imma fail these 2 exams . Yeah i dont even feel anything at all . I will just study good but next 2 *4* exams

MAANNNNNN . MY EXAM IS IN 7 HRS (MY FINALS GOT POSTPONED LAST MONTH) AND I HAVEN'T EVEN PREPARED ANYTHING AT ALL . OHHHHH SHITTTT WHAT AM I GONNA DOO . I TOLD MYSELF I WILL STUDY GOOD AND PREPARE BEFORE HAND BUT SHIT I USED ALL OF MY TIME TO WATCH VALORANT VCT AND NOW IM PLAYING GAMEEE!!!!! NOT STUDYING!!?? .. SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH MY BRAIN - I HAVE NO ANXIETY, NO FEAR , NOT EVEN PROCRASTINATING.. MY MOMMA SAID DONT BE/HAVE THIS MUCH OVER SELF CONFIDENCE & SHE ASKED ME - IF I STUDIED EVERYTHING AND ACTING LIKE I HAVENT STUDIED? BROOOOOOO
          ok gonna play 1 match then REALLY start studying . Ig everything will be okish . When i was collecting my lab coat , my ma'am said " for you everything is easy " ... maybe? It make hopefull that it will be hard (dont wanna jinx myself) . Fk it let that be hard . I got this 
          :)