Random;
Selalu baca novel je second lead hero always support the heroin and willingly utk heroin be with the hero till the end. Yet, still liking this heroin and be friend with her. Takde benci langsung pun walaupun heroin tu tahu perasaan second lead and menolak dgn baik.
When it comes to me, oh shoot! This is an unpleasant feelings. I just prefer to stay single at the moment but he come. I rejected nicely and yet, he still there waiting. I told him, he should get some wonderful lady as his wife but he still stick to his plan. Waiting till I get married before slowly let go the feelings.
He's so nice, i admit. Sometimes rasa macam why are you doing this? Kenapa tak give up? But he said that I'm still single and the chances are still there. Oh my Allah...
Sometimes I feel so numb with the situation. Idk, he's nice but I can't do this. I don't think I am able to be someone's wife, not yet. The last option that I have is ask him for istikharah for himself as well. I just hope things gets better for me. I don't want he hurt himself for seeing someone he loves, likes someone else.
Really wish the best for him. He's nice, he should get better future wife than me. He really needs someone better "(