starholics

OH, YOUTH!—
          	
          	growing pains made me live in a constant state of fear, failures and sadness
          	but whenever they ache i know to think back to my youth:
          	
          	i knew those nights like the back of my hand.
          	808 bass drums bouncing off four walls,
          	heartbeats synching with the rhythm,
          	alcohol flowing seamlessly like nectar—
          	please pour it down this young god’s throat !
          	
          	i am somewhere in a sea of pretty faces
          	and i caught a cute boy’s eye
          	so i smile like there’s no tomorrow.
          	i got my girls with me—
          	slurred i-love-you’s were a necessity,
          	and i know they are sick of hearing it,
          	but there is no one who has ever loved me like they do.
          	
          	there is so much pain in this world
          	but never in this room.
          	never when it’s 3AM and what’s beyond did not matter.
          	we were only kids and ignorance is bliss
          	WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE YOUNG FOREVER

starholics

life can be so painful as you stray further away from your teen years, but those euphoric imperfect nights— the chaos, the heartbreak, the friendships, the genuine love that resonates within them— they kept me alive. i am so happy i was able to embrace those fleeting moments which i once thought to be infinite. i am so glad to have lived.
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starholics

OH, YOUTH!—
          
          growing pains made me live in a constant state of fear, failures and sadness
          but whenever they ache i know to think back to my youth:
          
          i knew those nights like the back of my hand.
          808 bass drums bouncing off four walls,
          heartbeats synching with the rhythm,
          alcohol flowing seamlessly like nectar—
          please pour it down this young god’s throat !
          
          i am somewhere in a sea of pretty faces
          and i caught a cute boy’s eye
          so i smile like there’s no tomorrow.
          i got my girls with me—
          slurred i-love-you’s were a necessity,
          and i know they are sick of hearing it,
          but there is no one who has ever loved me like they do.
          
          there is so much pain in this world
          but never in this room.
          never when it’s 3AM and what’s beyond did not matter.
          we were only kids and ignorance is bliss
          WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE YOUNG FOREVER

starholics

life can be so painful as you stray further away from your teen years, but those euphoric imperfect nights— the chaos, the heartbreak, the friendships, the genuine love that resonates within them— they kept me alive. i am so happy i was able to embrace those fleeting moments which i once thought to be infinite. i am so glad to have lived.
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starholics

DRAFT CHECK ! ☆ 
          ( yeah ik, ang kapal ng mukha ‘ko eh hindi ko nga ma-update mga current works ko lmao )
          
          001. ALUMNI HOMECOMING
          [ original work ] Kaneko Kaoru revisits his grandfather’s home in the Philippines. Within his time there, he relives and commemorates his childhood and the tale of his first love named Toyang. He meets old friends— those who gave him strength to embrace who he is and what he is capable of. This is a love letter to my hometown, my culture and my upbringing.
          
          002. REQUIEM OF THE WINGLESS
          [ original work ] An angel named Erindiel was casted from the heavens for interfering with the life span of a human they fell in love with. Wings & halo torn, Erindiel found their way to Satan’s domain where he eventually struck a deal with Lucifer, the 7th Prince of Hell in order to save his beloved mortal’s soul.
          
          003. FALLEN ANGELS
          [ fushiguro toji ] A revamp of my old jjk fic. Fushiguro Toji would do absolutely anything in the name of money and that includes massacring whole organizations, torching their bodies and walking away unscathed. His line of work is usually fun like that until he accepted a high-paying gig to become an empire heiress' personal body guard. Rich and bratty college girls like her are just a pain in the ass to deal with and handling the poster child for troubled rich kids is just way above his pay grade.
          
          004. Heartbreak Heights
          [ FF7 Cloud&Tifa ] Cloud ran away from Nibelheim to marry a florist’s daughter, leaving every promise he has ever made. Five years later— the cruelty of fate greets him, taking his wife’s life with them. Heartbroken, he found himself joining SHINRA to somehow fulfill an old promise. Unfortunately, Cloud did not qualify and therefore found himself at the mercy of Stargazer Heights where he reunites with his childhood sweetheart who is happily dating a Turk from SHINRA.

starholics

@ilangbuwan : thank you !! ♡ that means a lot to me ㅠㅠ
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ilangbuwan

your plots are AMAZINGG. also the titles are so beautiful <3
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