starisdepressed

Hello everyone ❤️ 
          	I know I haven't been on here for a little while, since before Christmas last year actually, but I'm hoping to finally bring myself to come back to writing, reading, and interacting with all those I've come to care for on here. If you were wondering why I was gone, I have dealt with depression for many years and these last few months have been very dark for me. A family friend passed back in December, which caused me to spiral and it was made worse back in February when the courts allowed the woman who abused my nieces and nephew unsupervised access to them every other weekend(we are currently trying to fight this again, as she has allowed the children to see material of herself and her partner being intimate) but I've started doing a bit better these last few weeks. I'm not up to writing right now, but hopefully I will be soon so I can get back to doing what I love. Anyway, this was just an update for those who care or were wondering why I disappeared. Love you all and hope that if any of you are going through a dark period like I have been, that a light can soon shine upon you and lead you out of it. ❤️

starisdepressed

@sjkldfjksahgdlfjsa Sorry for the late reply. I want to thank you for saying that, I know people follow me for the stories I write, but I'm glad there are some like you who are understanding and care. Again, thank you for the well wishes, I'm grateful for them ❤️
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sjkldfjksahgdlfjsa

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@starisdepressed I'd like to think that I speak up for all your readers when I say that we will wait until you feel ready to write again, even if that does not happen. What you've gone through is, simply put, shit. I just hope that things turn out better for you and your family ❤️ Needless to say, I hope you're doing okay
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starisdepressed

Hello everyone ❤️ 
          I know I haven't been on here for a little while, since before Christmas last year actually, but I'm hoping to finally bring myself to come back to writing, reading, and interacting with all those I've come to care for on here. If you were wondering why I was gone, I have dealt with depression for many years and these last few months have been very dark for me. A family friend passed back in December, which caused me to spiral and it was made worse back in February when the courts allowed the woman who abused my nieces and nephew unsupervised access to them every other weekend(we are currently trying to fight this again, as she has allowed the children to see material of herself and her partner being intimate) but I've started doing a bit better these last few weeks. I'm not up to writing right now, but hopefully I will be soon so I can get back to doing what I love. Anyway, this was just an update for those who care or were wondering why I disappeared. Love you all and hope that if any of you are going through a dark period like I have been, that a light can soon shine upon you and lead you out of it. ❤️

starisdepressed

@sjkldfjksahgdlfjsa Sorry for the late reply. I want to thank you for saying that, I know people follow me for the stories I write, but I'm glad there are some like you who are understanding and care. Again, thank you for the well wishes, I'm grateful for them ❤️
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sjkldfjksahgdlfjsa

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@starisdepressed I'd like to think that I speak up for all your readers when I say that we will wait until you feel ready to write again, even if that does not happen. What you've gone through is, simply put, shit. I just hope that things turn out better for you and your family ❤️ Needless to say, I hope you're doing okay
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SunsetMercer

Hiya, Star. It's been a while. Just thought I'd pop over & check in. I hope all is well with you & yours; that you're staying safe, staying hydrated, & keeping your head held high, no matter what obstacles--creative or otherwise--come your way. <33
          
          I miss you, I'm thinking of you, & I hope the rest of your day/night, as well as this week, go as sweetly & stress-free as possible for you. <3
          
          Your lovely presence is always welcome on my page, & I'm in your corner if you ever need a friendly listening ear. <333
          
          ~Love, Lizzie Lupin

SunsetMercer

@starisdepressed I feel the exact same way; I cherish our friendship more than you know, & it does my heart immeasurable good to know I have such sweet souls like yourself in my corner, no matter what. <3333
            
            ~Love you 3000, Lizzie
            
            P.S. I read your latest announcement; I'll keep you & your loved ones in my thoughts. <3
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starisdepressed

@SunsetMercer I'm glad we found each other on here, and am glad to have a friend like you that cares and understands instead of getting angry or upset with me. Even outside of online, I don't have many that do besides my mother and sister. So, again, I just wanted to thank you ❤️
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SunsetMercer

@starisdepressed Of course, it's what friends & sisters-from-other-misters are for. It's forever my pleasure to be there for you guys, through the good, the bad, & the grey. <33
            
            Trust me, I know you're not trying to ghost me or anything else of that nature. We all get overwhelmed at times, and when that happens, we do our best to fight through it in whatever healthy ways we can. I've had to take hiatuses from my socials for that exact reason countless times over the years, so I understand what you mean. <3
            
            ~Love, Lizzie Lupin
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Alliswellmychildren

heey im not sure if youll see this since you haven't updated in awhile and but i cant message you on your tiktok since its gone. I just wanna know if your okay

Alliswellmychildren

@starisdepressed girl i thought you died or something and i was going crazy when i couldnt reach you
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starisdepressed

@Alliswellmychildren I'm alright, just was depressed for a few months. If you still have your old TikTok I'll follow you on there with my new one ❤️
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whodoesntloveklaus

HIII
          When are more chapters coming out of love them both
          I've read a few chapters and I'm hooked but then I saw you last updated it in November I hope ur okay and feeling better. I absolutely loved and adored shared love.

whodoesntloveklaus

@whodoesntloveklaus also I'm wondering about sweet|mikaelson mate. Haven't reacher the end yet, though 
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starisdepressed

Hi everyone, sorry for disappearing and not updating or replying to anyone's comments/messages. I got super sick, like can't get out of bed without falling over sick, and also haven't been able to eat for three days because of my stomach being messed up. I'm feeling a bit better now, so I'll be hopefully up to writing some chapters for my books soon. And uploading my hp book and tvd universe book, I haven't forgotten about those.

starisdepressed

@SunsetMercer Thank you. I'm glad I'm starting to feel better too. And I know, it's a hard thing to break, since I tend to to apologize for everything, even if it's out of my control(habit picked up from childhood). I really appreciate you saying this. <333
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SunsetMercer

@starisdepressed I'm glad you're starting to feel better. Please never apologize for looking after your wellbeing first & foremost. I know how hard it can be not to apologize, even when things completely out of our control happen, but we've got to try our best to remember that we matter, too. <3
            
            ~Love, Lizzie
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starisdepressed

Look's like I'll be doing both books. But, I do need some help on one of them. For the TVD book, should I make it follow the show? Or should I just start it in Mystic Fall's, and then my characters leave for a storyline of their own? So, it'll just be set in TVD universe, I guess.

Alliswellmychildren

@starisdepressed have it set in tvd universe but let them do their own thing
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starisdepressed

I have two books in my drafts, and was wondering which one you guys would want to read.
          
          
          Hunter OC X Vicki Donovan's Twin
          
          Donovan Oc is the more responsible twin, she takes care of Matt and Vicki, and works a lot. She meets a guy at the grill, and they become friends but then when her sister is turned she finds out who he really is. 
          
          
          And next.
          
          Fred Weasley X Slytherin OC
          
          Slytherin Oc is from the typical Pureblood family, with all the trauma and drama, and Fred has been infatuated with her since he first saw her.
          
          
          
          Or we could just do both. So, I guess just put the letter of which you'd want.
          
          
          So, 
          A = Hunter OC X Donovan Sister
          
          B = Fred Weasley X Slytherin OC
          
          C = Both
          

MDjarin17

Thanks for adding "Because I Knew You" to your reading list!
          
          And I just saw your announcement. I hope everything works out with your dad, and I'm always here if you want to talk. ❤️

starisdepressed

@MDjarin17 I appreciate it. <33❤️
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MDjarin17

@starisdepressed Awesome! I'm glad to hear it! I'm excited, too LOL.
            
            And of course! I've dealt with something similar in the family, so I get it.
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starisdepressed

@MDjarin17 You're welcome, I'm excited for the book. And thank you, it's very kind of you to say and if I ever need to talk, I'll take you up on the offer. ❤️
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