_mum, i have a desire maybe you'll see me like a crazy girl but I wanna say to you that I want bit myself so hard, I wanna put a knife inside my heart and let it stop beating, I wanna scream so loud til the whole planet hear my voice, I wanna scream while I'm saying that I'm too bad to be loved,I'm worst than they are thinking to me , mum I want them leave me, mum I wanna stay lonely in my black room at my bed , I wanna cry in the dark and take off the pain
That's right I can say goodbye but how I can ending everything...