starlixie_chu

Please

I’m really close to snapping I just need someone to keep me safe please just for tonight

I really really feel like giving up 

I’m pretty sure no one cares abt me at this point. And if they do, they shouldn’t, cos they rlly shouldn’t waste their time on me 

I really feel like giving up

I feel sick and I just wanna kinda curl up in my bed and stay there till I die

I know I shouldn’t be so upset when I realise someone I care about probably doesn’t care about me, cos it’s not that surprising, but still. 

It’s 2:11 am and i have to get to sleep before sad boi hours kick in and I let in the feelings of numbness and existential dread.  

Why is it always so cold? I just want to be held and cuddled, I want someone to keep me warm. 

I can’t go back to school. My anxiety is gonna get worse, and I have no motivation to work. School doesn’t wait for you to heal mentally, you can’t skip a deadline because you feel numb. You either keep up or you fail. My school doesn’t care about my health.