starly_dave
i have a new acc now @daves_wheelchair teehee
starly_dave
r0tt3ngvtzx
gay
rizza_artisty
are you still alive
kittinu
U like men
LeCaptainPancakes
*stabs* /j
Sorry lad I'm afraid in on a bit of a killing spree
sinthat
I kidnapped Bambi :3
kittinu
@The_Real_Bendu NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
starly_dave
I AM TEARING UP, I ACCIDENTALLY WROTE "walks out of his bedroom to say slurs" WHEN I WANTED TO WRITE "walks out of his bedroom to say good morning" BUT MY KEYBOARD HAD OTHER PLANS
starly_dave
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I'm Mr. Loverman... And I miss my lover, man...
I'm Mr. Loverman... And I miss my lover...
(Yeah, this is just kinda a vent abt how I kinda miss my ex even after all the shit he put me through)
starly_dave
Damn, skipping school? This is not like me at all
starly_dave
@Itemasylumfan Dave's Misfortune (this is the best I can come up with, I literally just woke up)
Itemasylumfan
@starly_dave I think you just wanted a change in tempo it's good to take a break. (Also not a self advertise but I have a au that names is up for suggestion.)
starly_dave
Not having a good time rn
kittinu
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@starly_dave oh damn. insecurities suck ass, we all know that. yea, friends shouldnt be fuckers and make you feel insecure...but there is no way to stop it unless you tell them. if they keep doing it, fuck them. and no, it isnt just "being a baby" its standing up for yourself, mike. and yea, school sucks. but its your decision what you do, and if your mother cant support and/or think/believe that, then she shouldnt be a mother. mothers should care and listen to their child's problems, not throw them away like garbage. she should atleast listen to you for fucks sake. everybody has insecurities tho, the only thing you can do is pretend you dont. but stand up for yourself, mike. once again, it isnt just "being a baby" its standing up for yourself! ya dont have to listen to me, but maybe consider it? thx, -kibby
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I just don't want to feel insecure about anything anymore. I only feel comfortable about getting dumped on and getting insults from people I view as friends. But the thing is, they're not my friends. At least, they're not my friends to me anymore. Anything they comment about or make fun of, I instantly become insecure about it, and I never bother saying anything because I'd think I'm just being a baby. But this has gone to the point where I just want to quit school altogether just to avoid having more things to be insecure about... and also to avoid them. But I know that my mom just won't allow it and she'll be pissed as hell to come home only to find me in bed and not at school, and I don't think I'll ever tell her about my plans of not returning to school because she'll never understand. "Education is important" she said, "Communication is important" she said, and yet she never gives me actually good advice on what to do to improve myself. It's always "try your best" but I fucking do! I'm just... not doing the best mentally right now, and it sucks that you don't see that when you're supposed to be "my mother".