starmiye
If I find the time, I'm going to rewrite one of my books, and write some new chapters to the Madness Combat and ENA ones
I can't promise anything yet however
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i just had some delicious pasta
starmiye
I'm thinking of unpublishing all of my books.
Looking back at them, it makes me hate my writing. A lot. Much like with everything else I do. Rereading those dumpster fires makes me cringe so hard it feels like my face is about to get sucked inside my head. There's nothing good to note about them. Plus I have no motivation to write or do pretty much anything anymore.
This is just a warning since right now it's pretty likely I'm going to go ahead with it.
SmallShrimpette
@iiplushgutz Hey, It's alright to hate what you've made in the past. It shows how much you've grown as a person, and the cringe is just signs of that. I hope you feel better from this emotional rut soon. - Shrimp
kristyamia27
@p1ushgutz Hey, its ok! I know how you feel luke your work is garbage... Hell, I even though that some ideas would make people mad or upset at me, but I just went for it anyways... Your writing is perfect just the way it is and they way you are!! But I completely understand if you still want to do, I'll still support u till we hit the ground! (bad choice of words T^T)
starmiye
Hi, I'm pretty good! How are you?
starmiye
Another pointless update but I know I haven't written a thing in however long, and that's because with college coming up I've been working more on my art since my course kinda needs it.
With that in mind, I've been using tiktok more, and I've started uploading there recently instead. So I'm sorry, but the stories will still be on hold for a while, at least until I'm ready and have the patience to keep writing.
starmiye
@fluffDaflower thank you, and I am! I've only uploaded two speedpaints but they've done surprisingly well, and that's keeping me motivated to continue drawing :)
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I GOT A FUCKING 8/A* ON MY ENGLISH GCSES???????? AND A 7/A ON MY FRENCH??????
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AND A 6/B ON MY MATHS WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF WORLD AM I LIVING IN
starmiye
just a little reminder for you:
you're doing amazing and I'm so very proud of you !! even if you feel like you haven't done anything productive today, if all you did was just get out of bed, I'm so so proud of you. keep doing what you're doing, slow progress is still progress and it's ok to take your time !! there's no rush, go at whatever pace makes you feel most comfortable :]
also !! if you're struggling a little with liking yourself, try just looking in the mirror and saying something nice to yourself, because you deserve it ! look at how far you've come ! you're doing amazing !! show yourself the love you deserve !!
just know that you're doing so incredibly well and I'm very very proud of you and your progress. you deserve the world and more :]
stylish_assassin
@grimraelynn thanks, and i hope you're doing well too my friend! it gets difficult at times and i want you to know that there are people who will support you, even if they show it directly or not. stay safe and have a great weekend
starmiye
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starmiye
my internet is absolute ass rn
even with data wattpad won't load which doesn't make sense since I have data on for wattpad but nope
I am stuck in limbo
starmiye
Just a little update for those waiting for the next update to my Madness Combat book.
I'm really sorry but for the next couple days I'm going to start focusing on my ENA book, mainly because I haven't updated it in so long even though it was published before the MC scenarios.
stylish_assassin
@grimraelynn take your time please! we don't want you stressing out, take care of yourself :)