i don't think I'll ever. To do with my life, because I thought I wanted to be a lawyer but now I think about it and I don't get excited anymore. I want to do engineering but I don't think I'd actually be good at it. I wanna do art but I'm not good at that. I wanna sing but I have social anxiety and can't even speak to people.
I feel like my life is just going nowhere and I'm just stuck in this never ending black hole.