To all those who have been waiting and privately messaging me I want to explain my self. I love writing. But why write when you have no motivation To? I lost my father on October of last year and it affected my life so badly I lost interest in a lot of my favorite things and became depressed. I just didn't want to do anything. So, for this summer, I'll try to better myself by updating and continuing this book, for my father would want for me to continue living happily (though I may not be able to without his presence) and to do the things I love. But thanks to people in my class that read my book.... they have encouraged me to write again and I'm a bit excited. Getting over my father's death isn't something that will ever happen in my lifetime but I must learn to carry on without him as time heals wounds and hope knowing that he loves me.