starryeyedbear

Hi! For anyone who is still following me and may be wondering why an ancient story of mine disappeared, I wanted to give and update. I started the black butler fanfic about 6 years ago (oh god I feel old) when I was in a very different headspace then I am now and looking back I can pin point how much it helped me in a pretty rough time of my life and from a lot of the messages I received at the time it helped many of you as well and I hope anyone who reached out knows I still remember every single message and it made a huge impact on what I am now pursuing in my education. 
          	But as many people do I moved on from that stage of my life and found other interests. One of those is research. I don’t have a particular area (other than physics which I refuse to even think too hard on ) which I enjoy most but for a hobby I like finding niche areas and spending hours researching them. I currently have plans to track my thoughts and write on the game of thrones series as well as possibly even return to my black butler roots and write up a little on depictions of plumbing and it’s implications on the wealth ciel holds as well as status (I told you I go niche). 
          	Whether you choose to stay along for the ride or decide to unfollow me entirely I hope you all know how much having this type of community at the time meant. Thank you for all the support as I discovered my writing style and putting up with any and all cringe. I hope that if anyone made it to the end of this you will stick around for the ride and enjoy this almost as much as I will. 
          	All the best,
          	- formerly calamitystar 

starryeyedbear

Hi! For anyone who is still following me and may be wondering why an ancient story of mine disappeared, I wanted to give and update. I started the black butler fanfic about 6 years ago (oh god I feel old) when I was in a very different headspace then I am now and looking back I can pin point how much it helped me in a pretty rough time of my life and from a lot of the messages I received at the time it helped many of you as well and I hope anyone who reached out knows I still remember every single message and it made a huge impact on what I am now pursuing in my education. 
          But as many people do I moved on from that stage of my life and found other interests. One of those is research. I don’t have a particular area (other than physics which I refuse to even think too hard on ) which I enjoy most but for a hobby I like finding niche areas and spending hours researching them. I currently have plans to track my thoughts and write on the game of thrones series as well as possibly even return to my black butler roots and write up a little on depictions of plumbing and it’s implications on the wealth ciel holds as well as status (I told you I go niche). 
          Whether you choose to stay along for the ride or decide to unfollow me entirely I hope you all know how much having this type of community at the time meant. Thank you for all the support as I discovered my writing style and putting up with any and all cringe. I hope that if anyone made it to the end of this you will stick around for the ride and enjoy this almost as much as I will. 
          All the best,
          - formerly calamitystar 

starryeyedbear

So y’all it’s been a while but if you are still following any of my stories know that it is possible I may continue them. I don’t really know if they will be any good so keep that in mind if I do I will be doing some very Harvey editing! I haven’t seen black butler for a hot minute so it’s gonna be interesting though.
          Love, 
          This very absent person