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i feel so bad for talking about this here but then again no one i know will see this so, im just feeling really shitty and just bad in general about everything and its things that can be fixed and things that can't the point is that im getting tired of telling everyone im okay when im not and i can only put up with my own b.s. for so long its just i don't know why am i even bothering to type this shit breathing is starting to bother me