《 - 𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐚 - 》

I’m curious, are there any inheritance games fans that follow me?
          Because I’m so done with Games Untold
          I don’t understand ;-;

HOLAA!!!
          
          HOW ARE UUU???

(I’ll answer my notifs later promise)
          
          I’m in the middle of reading The Same Backward as Forward in Games Untold (inheritance games)
          Can I just say
          “ I promise that the ending always stays the same
          So there's no good reason in make believing that we could ever exist again
          I can't be your friend, can't be your lover
          Can't be the reason we hold back each other from falling in love”
          (Memories by Conan Gray im falling in love with his music help)
          Those lyrics fit Hannah and Toby so well I swear-

I hate myself sometimes. 
          
          It’s my fault. My fault he’s still bothering us, because of my stupid sarcasm.
          It’s my fault that I make them late everyday.
          It’s my fault, I made him angry which caused her to be mad at me. 
          It’s my fault, I’m the one who can’t keep up.
          I’m the one who can’t stick with one schedule.
          
          I’m the one who acts weird and embarrassing in public, and even weirder online.
          I’m the one that gets embarrassed when there’s nothing wrong.
          
          Why me?

Naur the book ban list is crazy
          Harry Potter? PJO? the Hunger Games?
          Even children’s books about young black children learning to be confident or something like that
          
          And Diary of a Young Girl (Anne Frank), To Kill a Mockingbird, Adventures of Huckleberry Finn
          
          Like what ;-;
          I feel sorry for anyone who lives in a state where a book is banned-

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

I’m inwardly dying because Games Untold isn’t on zlib yet
          
          I want to read it so badly ;-: I need Nash and Libby
          And Hannah and Toby
          And that night in Prague
          And five times Xan tackled someone
          
          And ofc Grayson
          I need it.

So I’ve been thinking:
          I’m itching to write again, and I want to continue Who am I really
          
          But the more I reread my chapters, the more I hate it
          And I also dislike the title
          SO
          
          I’m rewriting it, since a lot of things don’t make sense especially when Lilac is talking to that woman from the court or smth
          
          The plot will be more or less the same, but some things might change, and I’m making Will less oblivious (is he oblivious?)
          
          New cover, new title, new story, same plot
          Possibly some names might be changed, but mostly last names ig
          I am changing Ivy’s name though, because I have a close friend called Ivy and her nickname is Poison Ivy (in a joking way she doesn’t mind) so it feels a bit weird
          
          So uhhh yeah!

Holy crap how did I gain 5 followers in a day-?
          
          I feel like I’m getting my motivation back, so I might try to write regularly again
          I’m also very cooked. Tomorrow I have a spelling test and my final maths assessment- 
          I also have to hand in a science booklet tomorrow and I had a week to work on it
          Funny thing is, I despise science so I didn’t touch the dam booklet.
          I now have an hour to work on it :D
          
          Oh, how I love my procrastination skills 
          
          And side note: We will remember them.

I’m so proud of myself I cleaned my room thoroughly for the first time in months
          
          It only took 2 hours and a 30min break :D
          
          But now I can finally relax and bugs won’t crawl over my room (/j there were never any bugs)
          :DD