billie's mirror⿻✮⍣

love is a hard and scary feeling you care for a person you see her perfect you do her everything to show how much you care but then it finds out she is in love to someone else prettier and better i smile behind the pain and tears why would i thought i had a change of course not this ugly bitch never have change to anyone why i even care when it turns out you don't mean anything to the person that you love why to spend your time to a person who doesn't see you the same that you see her but it hurts like shit when you see them together happily i just wanna mean the same thing that i feel the other person:( something i wrote to my notes today:/

I DID IT wrote new part to i wanna feel you close next part on sunday i at least try to do it:)

maybe love isn't made for me i don't deserve it:(

heyyy love very random but i’m here for u if u need anything u seem like an amazing person and ur worth sm trust me n i’m so proud of you 

soon as possible new part to i wanna feel you close i am now working on two parts and guyss should i d0 new part to it should be her?? tell me ideas to the book cause i don't have any ideas for new parts

okay so i don't know what to do with my life right now i wanna pick up the blade but i am too lazy to do it:/

i don't wanna fight this life anymore that i didn't even want

my christmas wish list:3
          -to feel loved
          -a meaning hug from someone
          -get motivation to live
          -get a hug from my big brother
          -to all scars fade away so i don't need to worry if people see them:(
          i know no one asked but i just wanted to do this love yall be safe<3

i wanna disappear who even wants me here:/

Sorry I am not writing I have no motivation I have some ideas but still no motivation I will just be at my holiday maybe not writing anything:( sorry