I recommend for you to read: "only a slave", "scum", "masters plaything", "the perfect pet", "shutter boy" and "not a submissive". My favorite is the perfect pet but I don't know whether it will be continued or not. I believe though that "only a slave" would be closer to your tastes. I don't know if you have already read them so if you have tell me. I have some more to recommend. Good reading