Well, first of all, it was a mistake, yes, and I have to say that I feel offended.
Secondly, I really don’t think I’m harsh, I’m just stating the truth and trying to get an explanation. Tho if you somehow think I’m harsh... then I’m sorry, I really didn’t mean to hurt your feelings. I might didn’t have been real nice when I commented, but I already forgot my exact wordings since you deleted the comments, so idk.
Thirdly, I have to say I’m disappointed. You don’t even apologise for what you said and you are just telling me to not to be harsh. I understand you’re a human, we all make mistakes, so do I, but I was just trying to understand the situation and you are here, trying to ask somebody to be kind when you don’t even apologise for your words...
I hope you try to stand from my perspective and understand how I feel. Once again, I’m really sorry if I might sound a bit rude. Just a bit stressed by everything happening.
I’ve got a little reminder for you tho. You have a strong mind if you want to hold an award. Or else you will be depressed by everything that might go wrong. Anything that range from somebody who might seem to be harsh on you just because you accused them wrongly in the first place, to someone annoying who will stress you out. I have held awards before, I know it really hard, but keep in mind to not let your emotions affect you or else you will leave bad images of you to your participants.