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horrible week ): rethinking, how often do we repent yet violate 

Hi Sej?

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[when you touch one life you dont just touch one life, you touch everyone that life touches] and you have touched me for a lifetime through everyone's life and for all the lives

does god exist in voids ): 

i feel your overwhelming presence all the way from the other end of the border. were we born before separation, were u to walk in front of me in all your lovely glory, i would still feel your warmth a border away, there will always be a parting glass. i dont know how else to love

i was revisiting some notes and came across this internal monologue. must add this to the void of a wall.
          
          orphics were such interesting people. thinking their souls originally belong to a god namely dionysus? or some previous reincarnation of him and they will be reborn eventually as a different reincarnation of some other part of dionysus' soul. it reminded me of how humans are reflections of god in many religions. and how our attributes are watered down version of purer attributes of gods. 
          
          also reminded me of this one interpretation of orpheus and eurydice where eurydice isnt orpheus' wife and there is no event of  "looking back" as the original myth commands, too. infact eurydice is the new reincarnation of orpheus' soul.
          
          so, while we are reborn in the image of god we also become an image of the one we love. and souls were referred to as feminine in ancient greece. so, basically, orpheus being brought back from underworld translates to him being reincarnated in orphic realms in esoteric image of love and god combine.

im so lost

my love remains
          a silent heavy stone
          i carry alone

emotional purgatory