staticv0id

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staticv0id

i realized a couple of days ago how i had removed all the poems from here and it felt so wrong. so empty. bare. as if a part of my life was erased with bleach and ethanol, obscenely. 
          and now although i am trying to put some of them back up, i am realizing how much it takes to bare oneself just like that. in mere misconstrued words. reminds me of wilde. reminds of so many people i had forgotten ever existed. hurts. i had missed myself. 

staticv0id

but i also know myself. ill tire of it soon. ill be gone before i get used to the idea of remembering
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staticv0id

may. mahler. i have become lost to the world. hollow prairies. things we do to seem normal. idea of absolution. bruised and blazoned. calcifying grief and forgotten thrones. i am having a really hard time finding my way back home. 

staticv0id

everything hurts ): 

staticv0id

@Real_Ghostie97 that will be abundantly nice ): <3 
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Real_Ghostie97

@staticv0id I can listen and hug baby
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