staygoldpb1

hey hey hey!!! I was thinking of publishing a tiny book with some poems i wrote a pretty long time ago since i found them again? But idk if it's a good idea or not... ANYWAYS the new chapter i going to be published later today or tonight (finally) and i'm back home so more chapters are on the way (and they r gonna come out way faster)

lovelyocean_22

hello ! something like three weeks ago I got hospitalized. I couldn't contact with you but I wanted it so badly. there are no words to describe how much I missed you and how much I thought of you all these days that passed. I cried so hard for having to get hospitalized, I still hospitalized but I found some minutes to open the app with the only intention to message you. I love you so much and I strongly believe in your talent. I look forward to leave the hospital only and only so I can be able to contact more with you again !!! keep going, I'm always in your side. again, I love you xxx

staygoldpb1

Hi! I was so worried about you and missed you so much! I sent you a message to check in on you and I’m so sorry you went to the hospital. I know it’s hard, but always remember that there are people out there that love you for who you are! I hope the time you spent in the hospital made you feel better about whatever it it you’re going through. You are on my mind and I hope you are out of the hospital and feeling better soon! Until then I will miss you and think about you as often as I already am. I love you so much❤️
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staygoldpb1

hey hey hey!!! I was thinking of publishing a tiny book with some poems i wrote a pretty long time ago since i found them again? But idk if it's a good idea or not... ANYWAYS the new chapter i going to be published later today or tonight (finally) and i'm back home so more chapters are on the way (and they r gonna come out way faster)

lovelyocean_22

there are no words to describe how much I missed you 

staygoldpb1

@lovelyocean_22 Heyy I hope the appointment goes well girl! Love youuuu ❤️❤️❤️
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lovelyocean_22

@staygoldpb1 nah - you ARE great with words actually  thank you for all these sweet words - you have a very beautiful and pure heart (I have the appointment :/) I hope that I will come back to text you soon ❤️❤️❤️ I love you and I'll try my best
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staygoldpb1

@lovelyocean_22 I might not be great with words but don’t worry it will get better just please take care of yourself I’m serious do anything that you enjoy, listen to music, relax or try to at least. You’re going to be okay girl, you don’t deserve any of this and do not blame yourself. I love you ❤️❤️❤️
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lovelyocean_22

hey again - I just have a bad feeling that I will not return from my tomorrow's appointment and I want to say that if I dissapear the next days it's because of that. if it happens, I'm gonna miss you so much and I'm gonna miss my comfort story too but at least I know that if it happens I will be able to have more energy, feel more emotions and read more thoughtfully... I will be able to give your story the love it deserves, even when I don't really love myself that much to do it for me, I have things that I want to return for and the interaction with you is one of them ❤️❤️❤️ I hope that I'll get back soon and that I'll catch up with the story or whatever new you upload, I know that I will come back, that I won't lose my interest for that and I also know that I will still thinking about it there and that your characters will keep me company (thanks to you that already in the first chapters made points and characters I can't forget) even in my absence, I'm always here rooting for you and supporting you  be sure that if you miss me for some days, there will be a day that your notifination bottom will be marked with an unusual number of notifs by me, my comments and my messages ❤️ I really hope that it won't happen but if it does, I want to make sure that I contacted with you before and I said everything I want to say. I love you, keep going, never lose your love and passion and never lose yourself - you're the preciest, such a sweet and compassionate person as much as a talented and inspiring writer 

lovelyocean_22

@staygoldpb1 I love you too ❤️❤️ that message was everything I needed
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staygoldpb1

@lovelyocean_22 Heyy elpidaaa remember if you need anything you can send me a message ❤️❤️ LOVE U GIRL
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lovelyocean_22

@staygoldpb1 I can't stop feeling like this but thanks so much for everything ❤️ I will be here for you too, being as present as I can and sending you all my love as well. I missed you these last days, I don't know not interacting with you was harder than I thought. it kinda started feeling like a part of my day. I hope you are good, alexandra. I'm sending you hundred of virtual hugs and appreciation.
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lovelyocean_22

hello, as I woke up you were (again) one of my first thoughts. in the comments of that message, I'm sending you some things I found in tumblr and I liked (some of them are little extras and some others are headcanons and stuff) ❤️❤️❤️ I hope you are feeling better today :)

lovelyocean_22

@staygoldpb1 I know, I will  no doubt about it :)
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staygoldpb1

@lovelyocean_22 YAYYY I hope you enjoy reading it girlll
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lovelyocean_22

@staygoldpb1 I'm looking forward to read your new chapter by the way :D
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lovelyocean_22

hello!!! I felt like checking on you ❤️ how are you? are you feeling any better? I hope you do cause it really hurts to know that you aren't feeling alright. I know how it sucks to want to do things, to have all that fire and feeling stuck, forced to take a rest... but if I learnt something (and I still in the learning process) is that you should take the rest because even when it feels wrong or forced, it's a need and because that's what gonna make you come back stronger than ever (maybe being sick isn't just a misfortune but maybe it's fortune, maybe that rest is an advantage, maybe you needed it anyway) you are never behind for having to take a rest, I'm sure that you will come back soon, full of chaotic energy (fully high levelled) ❤️❤️❤️ I love you :)))

staygoldpb1

@lovelyocean_22 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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lovelyocean_22

@staygoldpb1 that's what friends do ❤️ I'm honestly so so glad that you are feeling better today, I hope that you will continue feeling like that and even more better as the time passes :) oh, nice - you keep your sparkles I see, no one and nothing can take that from you girl!!!
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staygoldpb1

@lovelyocean_22 hiii!!! omg thank you so so so much for checking on me it means so much!!! I am feeling WAY better thank goodness. And i guess that the rest is an advantage since i got to think about how i'm going to write the next chapter. THANK YOU SMMM I LOVE YOUUUU :))))))) ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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lovelyocean_22

hello ! I know it's too late but I made you something It isn't that good but I hope you like it. tell me if you can see it and again, thanks for everything :))
          
          https://i.postimg.cc/G2bW71vx/a-gift-for-you.gif

staygoldpb1

@lovelyocean_22 girl I’m never going to stop thanking you!
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lovelyocean_22

@staygoldpb1 oh I'm so happy that you liked it ❤️ you know it was a first try after years of not practicing making that stuff so I was really insecure about it but I can make you more of you want :) I would love too and no, you don't have to thank me. I truly wanted to do it. you're welcome and I LOVE YOU too ❤️❤️❤️
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staygoldpb1

Uhm I just finished THE chapter, I’m just finishing the editing but seriously I don’t have a stable opinion on this. It was better in my head. I just hope you readers like it

lovelyocean_22

@staygoldpb1 well, that's the problem they are ideas that remain ideas :(
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staygoldpb1

@lovelyocean_22  Awh but I’m sure you’re ideas are amazing!!!
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lovelyocean_22

@staygoldpb1 haha, I wish I could be like that :/ to have the abilities to write something insead of just making entire stories in my mind that I never get to give life to
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staygoldpb1

Should I make a playlist for “it was us. Until it wasn’t. Until it maybe was again”??? Just to add to the vibesss!!! Also new chapter is out in a few mins!!!

staygoldpb1

@ellivelli1 AAAAAA YES (I’m gonna hunt you down if you talk bad about ur books again bcs they r amazing)
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ellivelli1

@staygoldpb1 DUHHHH WE CAN HAVE MATCHING BOOKS (in another universe  yours are better than mine)
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