jaemin

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rose !!!! i love you so much !!! i don't usually come to you even though we're like super close and i've known you the longest of anyone on here (like even longer than mie but don't tell her that--). of course, we didn't get along at first but all of that was really stupid and i'm glad we became really good friends bc tbh you always seemed really cool but i was ?? so shy ?? so yeah no i just randomly hit u up with my struggles in history but !! you gave me good luck !! <3 however, when i do confide in you, you always offer the best advice and give me constant reassurance and that makes me feel really happy and appreciated. thank you for existing in my life !!! <3

next !! eric !! my favorite person in the world !! (lmao jk that's my dog no one could replace her) but i love you ???? so much ???? because literally no matter what happened, you always support me. you always side with me (even if i'm in the wrong !!!) because you  always think i'm right. sometimes i get mad at someone when really i probably provoked them but you side with me and think they still shouldn't have snapped. i'll always appreciate that because just the little things you do put me at ease so much. just knowing one person will always be on my side means the world to me. i love you so much and i hope one of these days maybe you'll confide in me because, like mie, you always hold everything in. i'm here for you, please remember that. thank you for being the only person to change my opinion on guys. when every other guy in my life has hurt me and betrayed me, you'll always be the one who is different. you give me faith that everything will be okay and sometimes people just suck but you'll always be there for me. thank you for your unconditional love and support. it means so much to me <3

let's start off with how much i love mie like c'mon guys, have you ever met someone so sweet ??? no, you haven't. when i'm down, she doesn't even ask, she just knows and she calls me. she always asks if i'm okay and i can never say i'm not because hearing her voice just makes me instantly happier. when she calls, i smile and laugh and she just makes me feel so happy. she's always there for me and does what she can. i know she's going through a lot and i always try to help her too, though she always tries to do it on her own. i'm here for you, okay? remember that. i appreciate everything you do for me and i don't think i'd be here without you so thank you so much <3