steals_identity

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today was my birthday.  well, yesterday, since its almost 2am now. im meant to be fixing my schedule because i have school on wednesday. just saying: english honors during high school is actually the WORST. because im new to the district, i only had a few days to complete the before-school assignment. meanwhile, everyone else had the entire summer. an essay. i hate this.
          	
          	aaaaanywho. i dont like celebrating my birthday and sometimes i forget i have a birthday at all. like... woah. sometimes i instill the idea that im not special a little too hard.. im not sure how i thought i was the only one without a birthday. im not THAT un-unique.
          	
          	im NOT prepared for the so-called "sophomore slump." i gave no freshman fucks and i know its gonna come back and bite me in the ass. i have to retake all of my world history and half of my spanish 1 classes because i decided to come to school late all the time. either that or i didnt show up at all.
          	
          	sighhh... at the time i was happy to have a neglectful mother because school stresses me out and ruins the small amount of social confidence i have. now, i realize that i should have gotten off my ass every once in a while and went to school.
          	
          	no use crying over spilt milk. im trying to improve but its actually so hard. i never wake up to any alarms i set even at full volume. melatonin SUCKS. also i wouldn't be surprised if me n my friends drifted apart because i moved. it always happens. 
          	
          	not a shocker... i move districts like every 2 years.
          	
          	i hope you're all doing well, im gonna go eat some cake and also get a nutella uncrustable!

ajaxgetsmewetter

happy bierjday 4 days late ily even rho idk u
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steals_identity

this message may be offensive 
today was my birthday.  well, yesterday, since its almost 2am now. im meant to be fixing my schedule because i have school on wednesday. just saying: english honors during high school is actually the WORST. because im new to the district, i only had a few days to complete the before-school assignment. meanwhile, everyone else had the entire summer. an essay. i hate this.
          
          aaaaanywho. i dont like celebrating my birthday and sometimes i forget i have a birthday at all. like... woah. sometimes i instill the idea that im not special a little too hard.. im not sure how i thought i was the only one without a birthday. im not THAT un-unique.
          
          im NOT prepared for the so-called "sophomore slump." i gave no freshman fucks and i know its gonna come back and bite me in the ass. i have to retake all of my world history and half of my spanish 1 classes because i decided to come to school late all the time. either that or i didnt show up at all.
          
          sighhh... at the time i was happy to have a neglectful mother because school stresses me out and ruins the small amount of social confidence i have. now, i realize that i should have gotten off my ass every once in a while and went to school.
          
          no use crying over spilt milk. im trying to improve but its actually so hard. i never wake up to any alarms i set even at full volume. melatonin SUCKS. also i wouldn't be surprised if me n my friends drifted apart because i moved. it always happens. 
          
          not a shocker... i move districts like every 2 years.
          
          i hope you're all doing well, im gonna go eat some cake and also get a nutella uncrustable!

ajaxgetsmewetter

happy bierjday 4 days late ily even rho idk u
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steals_identity

i HATEEEE pretending i hate certain things when im talking to certain ppl. my friend hates ppl that use cai, but i don't see any problem with it... i use it too. as long as ur not on it ALL DAY and borderline obsessed with it, then i think it's fine to talk to bots. i do find it crazy that people can have 60+ hours every week on it, tho....

erens_leftball

@__m3latonin u should stick to ur opinion!!
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steals_identity

hi my lovelies! i've been super motivated to write lately. although my mental health definitely hasn't gotten much better, it hasn't gotten worse either. ive moved in with my dad, and with a better home environment, better mental health will eventually follow. i hope everyone is doing well!
          
          <3