Cool Dude

Happy New yeah 2015!!

Why can’t there be a private option for reading lists :<

Happy New Years ya'll!

Merry Christmas hoes B)

Let me know your thoughts ya’ll, but I’ve been thinking about removing most of my work from the public eye.
          
          I started writing on Quotev back in 2014 when I was only eleven and (regretfully) used to delete old drafts/ideas. Around 2017 I found Wattpad and began being proud of my progress in creative writing. No matter how cringe my old work may be I’m glad I stopped erasing it so I can go back and reflect. However there’s a lot within my published works that sharws a part of me I don’t want to display online anymore.
          
          I usually pride myself on being open about my past as a way of normalizing mental health talk, but I don’t want people to see my profile and notice how mentally unstable I was as a minor lol. There’s no shame in knowing I used to be in a dark place, but now that I’ve gone to therapy and I’ve healed and grown a lot from my struggles, I’ve realized those published works don’t serve anybody anymore.
          
          Unfortunately I used to glamorize/romanticize and speak inappropriately about sensitive topics, both out of ignorance and in the name of “venting”. Now that I’m 21 I don’t want to accidentally promote/encourage anything I experienced and negatively influence younger people online, because that’s how I learned all my unhealthy coping mechanisms as a tween.
          
          Growing up on uncensored internet access myself has impacted me more than I used to think it did. I don’t want to be a part of that problem, and if I’m going to spread anything online I want it to stand for everything I stand for today.
          
          A lot is still up in the air; I may keep some mature works up with ratings/warnings, but lots of the fanfiction my account may be known for will probably be taken down. Sorry for any inconvenience, but I figured I’d give a heads up in case anybody has any comments, questions or concerns lol
          
          Thanks for reading all the way ✌️

“Don’t talk badly about your parents, they do so much for you” that doesn’t mean they don’t make mistakes that needs apologizing for

I love to think that I’m so carefree and I’m unapologetically myself and then I lose hours of sleep thinking about everything I’ve ever done wrong at my previous job or with old friends n stuff. Somebody told me once that my constant apologizing was annoying but that’s all I know lol and I was about to apologize for that as well

Part of me wishes that my stories would just write themselves but then again if everybody had that power somebody would immediately put out smth that would trigger the doomsday clock so nvm

The feminine urge to ask strangers what kind of vibe I give off and pray they don’t say “femcel”

Huge kandi bracelet journal update for those who are interested <3