stellardustink
i am writing this knowing that probably no one will see it. i miss you so much. i know it was my fault you left, but i just couldn’t be with you. i like you so much it’s killing me. and it hurts more thinking we don’t have a chance anymore and that i hurt you. you probably already moved on, but i find myself helpless. i just want us to talk again like we used to. i want to hear your voice again. i want you to tease me and laugh at me while i try to play your games. i want to hug you and be next to you. i miss you so much.
stellardustink
update after more than 3 years: this guy was my first love and only after i ruined things i realised how in love he was w me. he was actually a really great guy and i will never forget him or the fact that i missed my chance with him. at the same time, we were young and naive. i still regret changing him tho. i will always love him.
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a small update in case anyone was interested: i’ve come to realise that i only loved the old version of him. the one i met the first time and ended up falling for. i’m not sure if he changed or he just showed his true colors but he’s not the same person i loved. i’m starting to lose all my feelings and turning my emotions off. there’s just too much pain.
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