It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me... or maybe not?

This is my recovery project and absolution. This is story about person who is too kind, has too much empathy, is too inoffensive, its too shy, has zero skills in self defence, is too passive and hates conflicts. Well maybe I could have better anylysis if I have money to go to deeper excamination. The biggest problem is lack of money in this society wich is becoming more expensive year after year.  And cherry on the top is the mental block. This is story about me. Im living my own nightmare. 

It's funny that all those traits are, in a way, very positive, but still, they are my biggest weaknesses. I need to silence the voices in my head and because I don't know anyone else in person who has this condition, so I think this is the best way to get it all out. 

Maybe there is someone who finds comfort in my text. Maybe this is just my social journal. Maybe there is no one who cares. Only thing what matters to me anymore is that I care.  I'm doing this for myself and for my recovery. Prepare for a true story.