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So me and my bf of 2 1/2 months broke up on June 18th which was on a Sunday after my little cousin/step brother's birthday. Then that following Saturday my cousin hooked me up with this dude. We started talking Tuesday night when she stayed over at my house. He was constantly calling me gorgeous and beautiful and cute and pretty and babygirl and lil mamas. He was sending me blue heart emojis. But there's one problem with the guy: he's 21. I'm only 15. Thats the only bad thing. Here's the pros and con's of him. Pro's: he's sweet, he's cute, he's funny, he's nice, he calls me beautiful, gorgeous, cute, pretty, babygirl, he likes me for me, he doesn't wanna do anything till I'm 18 and he always makes sure I'm comfortable before he does something. Con's: he's 21, he's in Indiana, my family thinks he's with me for sex, to make a name for himself and to tell his friends he fucked a 15 y/o. That's not true tho. Other con's: he smokes, and he drinks. There's more pro's then con's but I wanna keep my family happy. I have to. I've put them through so much in the past couple of years. I'm tired of letting them down. I wanna make things right. The only reason I want the 21 y/o is bc I'm trying to get over Quintin. Idk how tho I love Quintin with all of my heart. It's not easy forgetting abt someone who you love and care abt. It's just not easy. Nobody knows I'm trying to get over him. They think I already am. But truth is I want him back but he doesn't want me. He doesn't want the responsibility of being in a relationship and he doesn't want to focus on a relationship. I tried to set him up with my best friend. I want him to be happy even if I'm not. I love him too much to let him feel the things I'm feeling rn. Sorry for the rant. Enjoy your night/day.