Straight and a guy 
if you are kind to me, I'll be kind back
A protector
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And my reflection just won't smile back at me like I know it should
And I would turn into a stranger in an instant if I could
And there is something eating me alive, I don't know what it is
Maybe not that you conceal your feelings, they just don't exist

And it's been so long that I'm forgetting what it feels like
But I'd rather not remind myself and leave it all behind
And I've tried so hard to fix it all, but nothing seems to help
But I cannot hope to give you what I cannot give myself

✧ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ᴀ ʙʟᴀᴅᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱ, ꜱᴋɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴀ ᴍᴇᴀʟ ᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀꜱᴛ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴏɴ ᴘᴜʀᴘᴏꜱᴇ, ᴄʀɪᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴛᴏ ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ʏᴏᴜ 'ᴡᴇʀᴇɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ', ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ ᴀɴʏ ꜰᴏʀᴍ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴇʟꜰ-ʜᴀʀᴍ, ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴏʀ ᴀᴛᴛᴇᴍᴘᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪꜰᴇ. ᴄᴏᴘʏ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʀᴏꜰɪʟᴇ. ʟᴇᴛ'ꜱ ꜱᴇᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴏꜰ ᴜꜱ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ. ✧