my life sucks ass cuz life throws shit at me when i try to be there for someone/some people my life is not worth anythin anymore i don't wanna be non friends with people today although I was being a total fuck up as always but even more of a fuck up so I am not sure if Caitlin aka mistylightsX wants to be my friend. let me tell ya something I was in love with mistylightsX but I said to Megan I really don't think we should date as I will fuck it up and ruin our friendship I didn't want it to happen but I went with my head when I should've followed my heart now I've hurt myself and mistylightsX I'm sorry Caitlin you probably hate my guts rn I don't blame you everyone hates me so yeah