@stereotyped- I am not sure if we knew each other before or what and I apologize since I forget who people are unless they remind me. I just came back from a few days of no internet and I found this post of yours. Listen, I know what is like having an emotional crisis. I have been there and still there. Just know that you are not alone in this tough battle. There are many people who undergo the same problem and some of them even pretend to be one and some feel helpless already. Trust me I know. There were days when I was in a blind rage and I can kill someone had I not been living alone. All I can advise is that never stop doing these poems you are writing. I have not read them but I can guarantee they can help you a lot. If you really need an outlet, you know, if you are having negative emotions, try to talking to someone. A trusted person. It didn't work much for me before since I didn't have friends but trust me, there are people willing to listen. You just have to be smart in picking who because some people never listen while some would pretend in giving sympathy. Oh and I almost forgot. I hope this works for you. Why don't you try listening to songs and if you are one of those peeps who can't sing, try going with the song. If your voice cracked, laugh it off. That will make you feel better. I think that is all for now. I have to babysit my nephew. But remember you are not alone. You might not take this but you can tell me stuff if you are feeling lonely. I may not respond ASAP but my reply is 100% guaranteed. I guess that is all for now. Phew freaking lots of words. I really need to work on my stories now. I am just lazy. Have a good day!