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long time no see…?

i lowk wanna start writing fanfics but i feel like i would NEVER update them lol

bro has anyone else seen people hating on beabadobee for “crashing out” when she was just CALMLY saying how she didn’t like the “artist who can sing vs artist who can’t sing” comments T-T like they be trying to cancel everyone frl but yeah that’s all lolz

so uhhh….he posted on his story that he has a valentine!! (spoiler-it’s not me) idk who it is and i genuinely don’t know why i keep thinking i have a chance but yeah…at least i have my friends‍♀️

nobody asked but WE HELD HANDS TODAY AND I WAS FREAKING OUT MY HEART WAS BEATING SO FAST I LOVE HIM SO MUCH BUT IM TOO SCARED TO ASK HIM TO BE MY VALENTINE PLS HELP

so i js realized i only post convos when i need to vent but it lowk seems like that’s all i talk about TRUST i’m a happy and funny person

life feels so empty rn it’s weird, cuz like my birthday was literally days ago i should be happy but for some reason im not? like i only feel happy when im with my friends it’s like they are the only source of happiness in my life i’m crying while typing this because of how much i love them. nothing could possibly replace them i hope we never have to split up because they are so fucking important to me i can’t even explain it. i’ve only known them since the start of the school year and it feels like i’ve know them forever. i can go on and on for days about how much i love them it’s overwhelming. it’s like they are my safe space, a home away from home. i love them more than anything and i really hope they know that. they are literally the only reason im still alive, they give me a reason to live. TO LIVE. they are the best thing that has ever happened to me and i hope they know that. i might be happy but with them i forget all of my problems. anyways ty for listening to me rant <333

i might be alone on this one but i love to see other people fall in love and shit because i feel like i could never be loved romantically so it’s nice to see other people experience it yk? i might sound dumb but it’s okay ToT

rip tiktok you will be missed

I FINNALY FIGURED OUT HOW TO CHANGE MY USER