need_some_love

I know no one will see these messages yet it's feels good to feel like talking to someone you don't know about deep things even if you don't get replies 

Yet I can't do that 

I can't anymore it's so suffocating I just wanna cry and shout my lungs out 

Because they aren't me and maybe my struggle for them is just me being childish and sensitive

I don't know what to do anymore I don't feel like talking to anyone about my struggle cause no one would understand

I can't take it anymore I mean I try to make my smile as a decoy to my inner emotions yet I'm the one who gets hurts more than anyone