im just really sick of school and sports being what my life revolves around like i have to do well in hose two activities or else im failing and it just sucks because that's all i do besides the once a month hangouts i have time for with my friends and i broke down every night except friday night this whole week because of homework and i even missed two assignments and its just getting really hard to manage and im only a fucking freshman sophomore year is always told as the worst and im just not ready for any of this no one prepared me or anything and its just so much for me