hello hello i'm here againnn.
anyway, here's a story time. i was having the realization at how i really do grew up with kpop
i think i started to know about kpop at 2009, i supposed, when i was around five years old that time. i remember my brother sat me down in front of a computer and made me watch snsd's gee during that time. like, i don't even understand their language but i remember admiring them because they're so pretty you know? so i was like, what is this but my brother didn't say anything and just made me watch other groups too. that time, bigbang's fantastic baby, cnblue's loner and shinee's sherlock are really the big deal
when i think about it again, i've realized that i really do grow up with kpop. it's been like, what, 11 years since i was introduced to it and now i'm 16 and i'm still here adoring these korean people. i remember back then how everything is really about the music - no one cares bout views or wins or charting
i was reminded the time when my cousin and i watched snsd's oh! and i got a boy for the first time cause back then, you don't know when the time for the comeback or whatsoever - it just appeared on youtube and then you watch it. the fans back then was fun too cause all we do is just enjoy the songs and talk about it amongst us. even though there's this ugly fight between exols and armys back then at 2014, it's mostly because bts was kinda a hot thing at that year that's why it happened but it's all cool - unlike now, i have to say
that's why when the news about jonghyun and sulli came out, i was really affected by it. these are the people that i grew up to admire over time and to think that they're not here anymore.. it doesn't seem real, even until today
anyway, all i was saying that, being a veteran fan really allow you to see how kpop industry evolve to where it is now and it's such an experience, really
all of this came cause i watch some taemin's vids, sigh. i'm ending it here