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im gonna rewrite falling!

rereading rainbow hair and alr feel like crying bro.

i jst had the craziest and probably most strangely creative but also not idea ever 
          and im writing it 
          but 
          idk which group to use for it. 
          either tbz, svt, treasure, cravity, or like a few smaller groups? 
          max 15 ppl so like not nct 
          i cld do like 98z,, 00z, smth like that 
          m open to suggestions!!

hi its my bday

ok but my bsf and i had smth happen where we lost like all our friends and the difference between how we reacted us very big. they feel guilty and miss the friends while all ive done is focused on things that Actually made me feel happy and apologizing to people i hurt before 
          but my bsf sent me smth thats an apology to sm1 who was mine and her friend before and how the actual Fuck am i supposed to respond

im writing a seventeen zombie apocalypse au with a weird twist, i hope you like it and i hope it'll get published some time soon bcs i have a good feeling with it 
          other than that i have a tbz chatfic in the making and a 00line end of the world fic in the making along with many others ive forgotten about 
          one day i'll finish them all i promise 

moonbae brainrot

fun fact, i have like 20 drafts for stories that have rlly good ideas but i get scared i don't write well enough

I HAD A WRITING IDEA BUT I FORGOT IT FUCK

i know nobofy reads these but 
          i feel so not okay mentally 
          i dont even feel motivated to write anything 
          i wanna distance myself from all my friends and my two lovers .. 
          i just want to he alone 
          and i kinda wna??? yk 
          nd yeah 
          i just feel like nothing