stillinluvwithniall

Hello lovers, 
          	Long time no see.
          	
          	I feel like I need to explain myself even though this family is small...
          	It's not like I forgot about you, my book, my story...
          	I didn't... 
          	
          	Every time I open my drawer, I see my notes. I miss writing.
          	
          	The past year taught me a lot about myself, I went through so many changes, disasters and challenging lessons. 
          	I look at myself differently, I feel happy. God, I feel actually happy - it's sick haha...
          	
          	Even if I still am searching for "the one" and still experiencing new stuff, I do it with so much passion and I feel like I can do anything as long as I believe in myself :). I wish you all believed in yourself as well.
          	
          	Life can get dark and twisty but if you push hard and fight - you'll get your happy ending.
          	
          	Anyways, back to the book!
          	
          	Last year's events and nowadays make me feel inspired. Hopefully, I'll find a moment very soon to reread all my notes and get back to you, so we can finish what we started. 
          	
          	Not for the public but for myself. 
          	
          	I promised myself that I'll tell the story that has been in my dreams and thoughts...
          	
          	Please, keep your fingers crossed! 
          	
          	Also - balancing Uni and working 5x per week sucks sometimes ;).
          	
          	I love you and miss you,
          	Yours truly, 
          	Petal x