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I moaned when I saw Billie in her sexy Met Gala outfit. My parents must of heard me. I didn't mean to I swear. That woman does bad things to me.

I have someone who I guess you call a friend (even though I'm a total simp for her, she's literally a goddess) who follows me on this app, and now I'm writing a fanfic. (Billie babe, you already know it)  It's a whole lesbian type thing and the idea that there's smut in there and someone I know personally will read it kinda just makes me feel odd. I don't wanna scare her away. I also don't know if I should keep the smut or if I should keep all sexual things out entirely. It's also gonna be hard to keep it PG considering that the vibe is Eva from Swarm.. She has this energy to her that's  dominate and very much flirtatious. The sexual tension between Dre and Eva in the show was through the roof. Sexuality is a big part of Eva's character even though it's not directly announced. I don't know what to do here. I'm not uncomfortable writing smut but I don't want to make things weird between the person I care the most about. Help? I don't know what to do here. AHHH

I've just realized that I have multiple characters named Jaylen. I also have multiple Tyler's. I have no clue why this happened and quite frankly I'm scared as I've recently had a Tyler and a Jaylen appear in my life. There's that bit of info that you didn't need but got anyway. Also I've started a book about Eva- my babe Billie- and I have so many ideas but.... I'm having writers block around creating the first chapter and woah I can't even get a sentence down. I'm struggling and I might just have to listen to Listen before I go... No I'm playing.. That song is reserved for only the darkest times LMFAO. This was random but whatever. Thanks for letting me waste your time.