hey guys I haven't been able to sleep, i keep having dreams of him dying.
My first dream: I was at school my siblings came to that school, anyways I was by myself the school ground started shaking and while that happen I ran in panic, my sister found me and I let her into the school and put her in a classroom. I told her to stay here. I went outside the school and in front of the school a huge hole open up, it was filled with water and then I saw my little brother and his class. He looked at me, I tried to desperately to save him. They were in like caves in chains. I saw a lot of people surround me looking at their siblings trying to save them. The water kept rising, my sister stood beside me crying. I watched my little brother drown with the rest of his class.
A few weeks later I dreamt about my little brother again. It wasn't about him dying this time it was of me crying over him. I felt what it was like to lose someone, I never felt this before. It was horrible. I couldn't stop crying in my dream. I dreamt of him gone, he no longer existed.
yea these two dreams are on repeat and I cant seem to sleep.
so I'm sorry I haven't been updating but me with no sleep equals no writing which equals no updating.