⤷                                            𝘉 𝘌 𝘕  𝘏 𝘈 𝘙 𝘎 𝘙 𝘌 𝘌 𝘝 𝘌 𝘚
                                           "  I DIDNT SIGN UP FOR THIS .  " 


   loosing control .  spiraling into an abyss of RAGE that you can't control .  ben 
   is the physical embodiment of that feeling .  DROWNING ,  never coming up for 
   breath .  his body never listens to his pleas ,  his power always searching for 
   the next thing to squeeze until it POPS .  he can't help it ,  especially when 
   he's been locked away for so long ,  a small pane of glass being the only thing 
   that brings him LIGHT .  he's dangerous .  everyone knew that .  he's even been 
   considered DEAD by most due to the last time they even saw him .  

   but ben isn't even close to dead .  he's very much ALIVE ,  even if sometimes he 
   doesn't want to be .  constantly having tentacles coming out of your stomach 
   isn't comfortable .  neither is having them constantly look around for something ,  
   anything to snatch up and KILL ,  even if it's as simple as a rat .  his mind can't even 
   process most of the things that are going on half of the time .  it just HURTS .  that's
   all that it can think of .  PAIN .  it wasn't that painful at first .  the darkness was pretty 
   nice actually .  but it only got worse over time .  it's STILL getting worse .  
   
   



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