gone

'looking back on the things I've done
          I was trying to be someone
          played my part
          kept you in the dark
          now let me show you the shape of my heart'
          -backstreet boys: shape of my heart

sufferer of MDD and bipolar, sick in the head. tried to help people and only ended up hurting them. I'm doing what's best.

Ranted out most things inside. From now on I post no rants or anything on my board. They stay in my rant book. Now leave me alone.

Come, break me down,
          Bury me bury me,
          I am finished with you,
          Look in my eyes, you're killing me, killing me

I know what I'm doing for my audition now! Yay, finally. 
          

I don't care what the weatherman says to me

The fire's out but still it burns,
          And no one cares, there's no one there,
          Did you find it hard to breath?
          Did you cry so much you could barely see?
          In the darkness all alone,
          No one cares, there's no one there...
          
          ...Did you break but never mend?
          did it hurt so much you thought it was the end?
          Lose your heart but don't know when,
          And no one cares, there's no one there
          

We'll travel on the subway like it was the Luis line, chase the Hudson to the Liffey where we kissed for the first time, 
          Turn the city into Dublin yeah wherever we may be, 
          It's alright, coz tonight,
          We're gonna paint the town green,
          
          Just like home,
          Lets colour the streets like our own,
          Make this place feel like our home, 
          It's just you and me

Don't you call my name, 
          I will bring you down...
          ...there's no love for a liar, no love for a liar.

Looking back on the things I've done, 
          I was trying to be someone,
          I kept it in the dark